A little puppy of 3 mths old,
Can't even pee/poo at the place he was told.
Food, treats and more food, his only motivation,
Anyhow pee somemore careful I bring u in for Castration!
A strange little fellow who prefers to be active indoors,
acting shy and guai whenever he is outdoors.
Can't believe he is like his owner, me.
Cute, sweet, innocent, lovable and a little greedy. =p
Had u vax and microchipped on the 18th,
Better let ur microchip number,3435 win the 1st.
U're like a little child of 3,
So cute, so active, so vulnerable and all so precious to Me.
My Dog, Vodka, borned on 27th july and entered the family on 12th Oct.
Signing off w lots of pee in the house and some on my leg,
-Shawn-
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Love me, Love me, Pretend that you Love me...
I am so Emo now... Am I the black sheep of the family? Why isit everything I do cun be compared to my sister? Why is my father treating her so differently from how he treat me? Am I really his son?
1st incident:
It was 1 of the days of my grandfather's wake, the 3 of us quarrelled abt sth and it was very heated. Tho it was my sis fault, I was being targetted, and became my father and I quarrelling. Then my sister jus break down hysterically, its obvious she is jus faking it and den my father said : " Look wad U done, U made ur siter cry. U better do sth abt it, or I will do sth to ur dog." After hearing this I am so damn pissed, Y isit ALWAYS my fault? SO I asked him if it was me hu had broke down hysterically, would he blamed my sis or even himself or would he jus asked me to shut up. He was speechless.
2nd incident:
Jus ytd, my sis left her folded clothes on my bed. I asked her nciely to keep it be4 I go to slp and she demanded me to keep it for her. I was like WTF?? So I told her calmly, if by the time I go to bed and its still dere, I will sweep it to the floor. Den she threatened me to watch out nxt time and she oso wun help me do anything anymore. How unreasonable can 1 get? So I asked her wad's wrong with asking her to keep HER OWN things, and she say sth off topic dat its thnx to her I am able to keep de dog. Of course I got angry and like ask her again wads wrong w asking her to keep her own things? And guess hu interrupted de arguement? My ftaher of cos, he turned to ME and say," U better Shut up, no more noise from u" How bias can 1 get?
3rd incident:
Jus this morning when waking us up for breakfast, my father bend down to my sis bed level, and asked nicely wan to have breakfast or not? Den when come to me, he jus push my head," Oi, wan to go have breakfast?"
I dunno, and this is jus de recent 1, dere are alot more previously when my sister and I do quarrel, he always seems to side her no matter how absurb she is. And he never blamed or scold her for de mess she made to the house.
I would have tot wad happened to my grandfather would make all of us, more aware of each other's presence and not take things for granted, but I was wrong. I merely jus took over my grandfather's place in de house, forgotten and unheard. De only one hu listens to me and gif me attention now is Vodka.Mus I resort to wad my grandfather did be4 I can get some attention? Mus 1 dies be4 they can be noticed, heard and remembered? DO others only feel remorseful or regrets only after some1 die? Wad is the use of these regrets and remorse when the person is no longer around? I'm alrdy trying to change ever since my grandfather's incident, but wad abt the others? Maybe 1 is not enuff, Maybe need 2 to be sufficient....
I am in need of love... I love attention too, but does anybody notice dat? Ha, I doubt.
Signing off,
-Shawn-
1st incident:
It was 1 of the days of my grandfather's wake, the 3 of us quarrelled abt sth and it was very heated. Tho it was my sis fault, I was being targetted, and became my father and I quarrelling. Then my sister jus break down hysterically, its obvious she is jus faking it and den my father said : " Look wad U done, U made ur siter cry. U better do sth abt it, or I will do sth to ur dog." After hearing this I am so damn pissed, Y isit ALWAYS my fault? SO I asked him if it was me hu had broke down hysterically, would he blamed my sis or even himself or would he jus asked me to shut up. He was speechless.
2nd incident:
Jus ytd, my sis left her folded clothes on my bed. I asked her nciely to keep it be4 I go to slp and she demanded me to keep it for her. I was like WTF?? So I told her calmly, if by the time I go to bed and its still dere, I will sweep it to the floor. Den she threatened me to watch out nxt time and she oso wun help me do anything anymore. How unreasonable can 1 get? So I asked her wad's wrong with asking her to keep HER OWN things, and she say sth off topic dat its thnx to her I am able to keep de dog. Of course I got angry and like ask her again wads wrong w asking her to keep her own things? And guess hu interrupted de arguement? My ftaher of cos, he turned to ME and say," U better Shut up, no more noise from u" How bias can 1 get?
3rd incident:
Jus this morning when waking us up for breakfast, my father bend down to my sis bed level, and asked nicely wan to have breakfast or not? Den when come to me, he jus push my head," Oi, wan to go have breakfast?"
I dunno, and this is jus de recent 1, dere are alot more previously when my sister and I do quarrel, he always seems to side her no matter how absurb she is. And he never blamed or scold her for de mess she made to the house.
I would have tot wad happened to my grandfather would make all of us, more aware of each other's presence and not take things for granted, but I was wrong. I merely jus took over my grandfather's place in de house, forgotten and unheard. De only one hu listens to me and gif me attention now is Vodka.Mus I resort to wad my grandfather did be4 I can get some attention? Mus 1 dies be4 they can be noticed, heard and remembered? DO others only feel remorseful or regrets only after some1 die? Wad is the use of these regrets and remorse when the person is no longer around? I'm alrdy trying to change ever since my grandfather's incident, but wad abt the others? Maybe 1 is not enuff, Maybe need 2 to be sufficient....
I am in need of love... I love attention too, but does anybody notice dat? Ha, I doubt.
Signing off,
-Shawn-
Friday, October 19, 2007
Injuries of Fury
Ouch, my whole body is full of injuries...
Ytd brought Vodka to be microchipped and vaccinated, prolly he hurts from the microchipping.. den he will whine suddenly or bark or worst struggle... den at nite I stroking him halfway (away from the spot of microchipping) he suddenly bark and started struggling, leaving a bad cut at my leg... ouch...
Then today, Felix Bear the farking noisy grumpy ungrateful cat, helping him change bandage to recover, den everytime make so much noise until Dr Nat pek cek and become very bad mood. Den today I restraining him, out of a sudden he turned his head and bit me hard in de hand.... yes can see his bite mark.. den Linda see le say, aiya nvm, not deep will heal in a few days -.-
Den at home I so tired I lie on de floor, suddenly Vodka go pounce on my face and bit my lips... bleeding.. Ya of course I scolded him haha.. Cos when I toilet training him he keep dun listen still anyhow here and dere.. den now he still bite me... Bad Vodka! BAD BAD VODKA! >=(
Den I bought this super cute watermelon 'Hideout' for him, he like dun really use it much ... Bad bAd Bad Vodka!! SO So tired... so lazy to do major project.. After going thru clinical records, I find out I dun have enuff and substantial data for my project due to poor record keeping .. haiz.. I am so dead now...
Pic of the day: Vodka Melon!!
Signing off with a Solemn Heart and a feeling of Failure...
-Shawn-
Ytd brought Vodka to be microchipped and vaccinated, prolly he hurts from the microchipping.. den he will whine suddenly or bark or worst struggle... den at nite I stroking him halfway (away from the spot of microchipping) he suddenly bark and started struggling, leaving a bad cut at my leg... ouch...
Then today, Felix Bear the farking noisy grumpy ungrateful cat, helping him change bandage to recover, den everytime make so much noise until Dr Nat pek cek and become very bad mood. Den today I restraining him, out of a sudden he turned his head and bit me hard in de hand.... yes can see his bite mark.. den Linda see le say, aiya nvm, not deep will heal in a few days -.-
Den at home I so tired I lie on de floor, suddenly Vodka go pounce on my face and bit my lips... bleeding.. Ya of course I scolded him haha.. Cos when I toilet training him he keep dun listen still anyhow here and dere.. den now he still bite me... Bad Vodka! BAD BAD VODKA! >=(
Den I bought this super cute watermelon 'Hideout' for him, he like dun really use it much ... Bad bAd Bad Vodka!! SO So tired... so lazy to do major project.. After going thru clinical records, I find out I dun have enuff and substantial data for my project due to poor record keeping .. haiz.. I am so dead now...
Pic of the day: Vodka Melon!!Signing off with a Solemn Heart and a feeling of Failure...
-Shawn-
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Vodka~
Hey.. sorry for MIA-ing so long.. jus finished my grandfather's funeral... ya I m fine frens, dun worry =) And Sorry to those whom my sis msg on MSN.. I m fine.. she overreacted dats y haha..
Anyways, de death of my grandfather, make me very remorseful and sad dat I only realise how bad a grandson I m only after he passed away... I wasted my chance to show him I care when he's alive and now he's dead I cun do anything... I really hate myself for being so short tempered dat I argued and fell out w him. I m NOT proud of it... and I will change my temper... DUn wan similar regrets to happen becos of my temper again.. Sorry Ah Gong, May U find peace in wherever U r now...
Cute huh? Doesn't bark or whine much, slightly playful and naughty, and a greedy piggy like me!! HAHAH!!Look at that ears!! ! up 1 down!! SO cute~ haha
For those hu dunno, he is a Jack Russell cross Corgi,2 + mths old, Borned 27th July~ de one I mentioned I wan in de previous post, heng heng de owner of dat previous post corgi cross jrt had a litter of unwanted puppies from dat dog, so she finding ppl to give to~ and I got 1 haha~
He likes sleeping under chairs,tables..... dark places haha... No problem w dat since I cleaned those places earlier in de afternoon =) But den.. I cun toilet train him leh.. he keep urinate other places but de newspaper... if like dat I have to keep him in de small playpen when at nite.. and cun slp in my room ='( but den.. at least he isn't whiny abt it.. so scared he whines/barks and irritate my 3rd uncle and father... but heng he is such a GOOD boy =D Vodka I love u~ Oh did I mention he likes to atk ppl faces? Atking as in lick and like erm try to scrape using his teeth? haha.. And I oso tried to cut his LOOOOONG nails.. but when I jus cut 1 of it, he starts barking.. didn't wan to wake my uncle up so I stopped.. it din even cut his vein and he so whiney... -_-
Ok Signing off to slp.. was so tired during de days of de funeral.. thnx for those hu came =) it meant alot to me and thnx sam for looking after Vodka while I was preparing my grandfather's stuffs...
Signing off,
-Shawn-
Anyways, de death of my grandfather, make me very remorseful and sad dat I only realise how bad a grandson I m only after he passed away... I wasted my chance to show him I care when he's alive and now he's dead I cun do anything... I really hate myself for being so short tempered dat I argued and fell out w him. I m NOT proud of it... and I will change my temper... DUn wan similar regrets to happen becos of my temper again.. Sorry Ah Gong, May U find peace in wherever U r now...
Well... Now.. I wan introduce a new member of my family =) Vodka~~
Cute huh? Doesn't bark or whine much, slightly playful and naughty, and a greedy piggy like me!! HAHAH!!Look at that ears!! ! up 1 down!! SO cute~ hahaFor those hu dunno, he is a Jack Russell cross Corgi,2 + mths old, Borned 27th July~ de one I mentioned I wan in de previous post, heng heng de owner of dat previous post corgi cross jrt had a litter of unwanted puppies from dat dog, so she finding ppl to give to~ and I got 1 haha~
He likes sleeping under chairs,tables..... dark places haha... No problem w dat since I cleaned those places earlier in de afternoon =) But den.. I cun toilet train him leh.. he keep urinate other places but de newspaper... if like dat I have to keep him in de small playpen when at nite.. and cun slp in my room ='( but den.. at least he isn't whiny abt it.. so scared he whines/barks and irritate my 3rd uncle and father... but heng he is such a GOOD boy =D Vodka I love u~ Oh did I mention he likes to atk ppl faces? Atking as in lick and like erm try to scrape using his teeth? haha.. And I oso tried to cut his LOOOOONG nails.. but when I jus cut 1 of it, he starts barking.. didn't wan to wake my uncle up so I stopped.. it din even cut his vein and he so whiney... -_-Ok Signing off to slp.. was so tired during de days of de funeral.. thnx for those hu came =) it meant alot to me and thnx sam for looking after Vodka while I was preparing my grandfather's stuffs...
Signing off,
-Shawn-
Thursday, October 11, 2007
The Thinker.. or the Stinker??
Did quite alot of thinking during work today.. cos no much thigns to do... and I wasn't able to do my MP cos I need an acct and they did not give me 1, and none of them are 'brave' enuff to lend me theirs, as in log in for me and I use. SO.. I did quite alot of thinking.. not on my MP sadly, but mostly on HOW TO KEEP A DOG!!! HAHAH...
30% thinking of my MP, 70% thinking of how to sneak a dog home and be able to keep it.
1) I get a puppy, hopefully a Corgi and JRT cross, saw 1 in de clinic jus now DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Corgi cute face and a JRT sexy muscular body WOOT!!
2) Then I sneak it home and tell my father I GOT IT AN DITS TOO LATE!!! SHld be able to succeed since I am much older now.. and hey! I be maintaining it W my own money!! He shld have no complains!
3) The space problem, well I think I buy a large cage, den when I am not at home, I leave him in de cage in my room, door closed. Like dis my grandfather cun dee siao it. Den at nite, I bring de cage to my kitchen and let him roam abt in my room, door closed. And be4 dat, I bring him down for a walk =) so yup it shld be ok rite... Now de major problem.. A puppy has to be fed AT LEAST 3 times a day... Hmm....
4) Hopefully he will be toilet trained, dne I wouldn't be afraid of letting him out of de cage too even when I am not at home. Oh lets not 4get, mus help him to be grandfather-proof too, I dun wan him to be a target of abuse by my grnadfather. And den I oso can let him sleep w me if he is toilet trained ^^
5) All this would had succeed if I wasn't such a scardy/soft spot. I jus dun dare to go ahead w/o my father's permission... or at least inform him abt it. I MUST LEARN TO BE DEFIANT!!!
Now to hope de clinic will receive such notice of ppl selling this type of cross's puppies or JRT puppies =) or best giving them haha!!! But then... I heard mus license and microchip, license is 14 per yr for sterilised and 70 per yr for non... exp sia.. den microchip is like abt 85 liao.. erps!!
Den maintenance i think will not be dat exp, as it is like paid by installments, snowball up den will exp, weekly/monthly wun be exp ... its like taking care of children or urself wad...
K dats de thinking I had been doing today... and I conclude... I WAN KEEP DOGS!!
I think later I go ask my father, if I am able to keep a dog, I will be paying 4 de maintenance and as for de space problem, I got it covered.. I helped Gerald look after his rabbit for 3 days wad, no problems w de space.. and in fact my house got cleaner on the 3 days lo.. dtas de adv of me having a dog =) LOLX!!
Signing off,
-Shawn-
30% thinking of my MP, 70% thinking of how to sneak a dog home and be able to keep it.
1) I get a puppy, hopefully a Corgi and JRT cross, saw 1 in de clinic jus now DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Corgi cute face and a JRT sexy muscular body WOOT!!
2) Then I sneak it home and tell my father I GOT IT AN DITS TOO LATE!!! SHld be able to succeed since I am much older now.. and hey! I be maintaining it W my own money!! He shld have no complains!
3) The space problem, well I think I buy a large cage, den when I am not at home, I leave him in de cage in my room, door closed. Like dis my grandfather cun dee siao it. Den at nite, I bring de cage to my kitchen and let him roam abt in my room, door closed. And be4 dat, I bring him down for a walk =) so yup it shld be ok rite... Now de major problem.. A puppy has to be fed AT LEAST 3 times a day... Hmm....
4) Hopefully he will be toilet trained, dne I wouldn't be afraid of letting him out of de cage too even when I am not at home. Oh lets not 4get, mus help him to be grandfather-proof too, I dun wan him to be a target of abuse by my grnadfather. And den I oso can let him sleep w me if he is toilet trained ^^
5) All this would had succeed if I wasn't such a scardy/soft spot. I jus dun dare to go ahead w/o my father's permission... or at least inform him abt it. I MUST LEARN TO BE DEFIANT!!!
Now to hope de clinic will receive such notice of ppl selling this type of cross's puppies or JRT puppies =) or best giving them haha!!! But then... I heard mus license and microchip, license is 14 per yr for sterilised and 70 per yr for non... exp sia.. den microchip is like abt 85 liao.. erps!!
Den maintenance i think will not be dat exp, as it is like paid by installments, snowball up den will exp, weekly/monthly wun be exp ... its like taking care of children or urself wad...
K dats de thinking I had been doing today... and I conclude... I WAN KEEP DOGS!!
I think later I go ask my father, if I am able to keep a dog, I will be paying 4 de maintenance and as for de space problem, I got it covered.. I helped Gerald look after his rabbit for 3 days wad, no problems w de space.. and in fact my house got cleaner on the 3 days lo.. dtas de adv of me having a dog =) LOLX!!
Signing off,
-Shawn-
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Soul Searching...Under 'Lost n Found'
Sometimes I jus feel, people are funny. Y mus things be lost be4 We noe how to cherish? Y mus lies be told be4 truth comes? Y mus ending comes be4 dere is a beginning? And of course, Y mus dere be complains 1st be4 u stop de problems?
Anyways dis is in reference to my SIP matter. Dr Chooi came ytd, its all solved.. I think. I hope. And of course more ppl come n tell me, nxt time got problem tell them and of course, dat they are all approachable even tho they might seem otherwise. ANyways starting afresh, today was fun =D I am beginning to enjoy my SIP!!! Maybe cos problems are solved.. well cept for my MP dat needs de synopsis to be handed in on Fri. Deciding to jus come out w a synopsis even be4 I can be sure if I cna get de results.. becos.. I seriosuly no time and no materials to go search for de results now. Its liek my starting para, even when we come out w a title(de beginning) we have to make sure we have de ending. Its like.. hmm we mus noe how to die be4 we noe how to live? Ok.. sounds very emo.. NO I M NOT EMO!!! Its jus a fact lo...
And I also have to be wary of my postings, pics or wadeva, becos it has been BANNED to do so.. and some1 got sacked/fired and retained for doing so...so pardon me if dere are less pics hur? haha.. Zeus is jus So so so so sos so sossosososososososoosoooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!! OMG!!! HE finally begun to warm up to me!! As in, he now Soooooooooooooooooooooooo Happy to see me lo!! But too bad He is going home tml sobs sobs.. nah... I shld be happy for him ='(
Signing off w chains of pearly tears rolling down my cheeks (SOund so english Compo rite? haha ) and oh yea, Woots I won a total of $12++ from MJ w Sam Jess and Swee on sat!! I mean Sat night... emr sun morning... ah sshucks!!
-Shawn-
Anyways dis is in reference to my SIP matter. Dr Chooi came ytd, its all solved.. I think. I hope. And of course more ppl come n tell me, nxt time got problem tell them and of course, dat they are all approachable even tho they might seem otherwise. ANyways starting afresh, today was fun =D I am beginning to enjoy my SIP!!! Maybe cos problems are solved.. well cept for my MP dat needs de synopsis to be handed in on Fri. Deciding to jus come out w a synopsis even be4 I can be sure if I cna get de results.. becos.. I seriosuly no time and no materials to go search for de results now. Its liek my starting para, even when we come out w a title(de beginning) we have to make sure we have de ending. Its like.. hmm we mus noe how to die be4 we noe how to live? Ok.. sounds very emo.. NO I M NOT EMO!!! Its jus a fact lo...
And I also have to be wary of my postings, pics or wadeva, becos it has been BANNED to do so.. and some1 got sacked/fired and retained for doing so...so pardon me if dere are less pics hur? haha.. Zeus is jus So so so so sos so sossosososososososoosoooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!! OMG!!! HE finally begun to warm up to me!! As in, he now Soooooooooooooooooooooooo Happy to see me lo!! But too bad He is going home tml sobs sobs.. nah... I shld be happy for him ='(
Signing off w chains of pearly tears rolling down my cheeks (SOund so english Compo rite? haha ) and oh yea, Woots I won a total of $12++ from MJ w Sam Jess and Swee on sat!! I mean Sat night... emr sun morning... ah sshucks!!
-Shawn-
Friday, October 5, 2007
Another vid
Today Dr Nat praised me =D haha.. den well today John been his irritable self. And.. omg.. Dr Chooi wan visit my clinic nxt Mon?? Oh my..
Den today suay suay, I carry a 12 yo poodle to de 1st branch, too concentratingon de poodle, den never see de van de back nvr close, still opened, den walk and langah into dat door, u noe erm like car boot de way it opens? ya, so I only can see de front at de corner of my eye, but not the top, so dere, langah. Never swell up enormously, but got a little cut and a small swelling.
anyways here's de vid..
-Shawn-
Den today suay suay, I carry a 12 yo poodle to de 1st branch, too concentratingon de poodle, den never see de van de back nvr close, still opened, den walk and langah into dat door, u noe erm like car boot de way it opens? ya, so I only can see de front at de corner of my eye, but not the top, so dere, langah. Never swell up enormously, but got a little cut and a small swelling.
anyways here's de vid..
-Shawn-
Thursday, October 4, 2007
LOL HILARIOUS VIDEOS!!
Ok, be4 I post de video, Dr Chooi emailed me liao.. erm think he say wan to contact de relavant ppl? and we coem down for a meeting? wth.. dun tell me I have to face John... anyways.. today no him, so its good =) But I am still afraid of Dr Nat.. haha..
Zeus the Cross Borzoi prefer Dr Blum and den me =( sobs haha.. and Dr Blum bought him a treat which makes him like her even more >_<>Happy Sha La La La~ its so nice to be Happy~ I can make it thru the Rain~! I can stand up once again!! Ok enuff crap and str8 to de vids, Go ahead and Laugh ur pants/shorts/skirts/boxers/undies/G-strings off haha!!
-Shawn-
Zeus the Cross Borzoi prefer Dr Blum and den me =( sobs haha.. and Dr Blum bought him a treat which makes him like her even more >_<>Happy Sha La La La~ its so nice to be Happy~ I can make it thru the Rain~! I can stand up once again!! Ok enuff crap and str8 to de vids, Go ahead and Laugh ur pants/shorts/skirts/boxers/undies/G-strings off haha!!
-Shawn-
Staying Strong
Everybody seems to be enjoying their SIP, at least Shiyong, Hanqun and Joel are.. so I am staying strong and I WILL enjoy my SIP =) Jus have to take John pestering as a tune thats worst then my own singing =x LOLX.. anyways I am going to stay strong, if Zeus can do it, so can I. ANyway, Zeus is a damn cute/handsome Borzoi Cross. He was admitted by the SPCA after he was knocked down by a car. Came in whining in pain and with a very big open wound thigh down and a dislocated hip and a fractured ulna. But now he is going strong =) And he is such a cute attention seeker haha I love de way he rest his head on my thighs, SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! K heres de pics...
De before, yes very yucky and big .. its practically the whole thigh...
DIn really show de thighs, but its all stitched up liao =) isn't he handsome??
Look!! He is jus so cute~~!!
SO cute~~ Not fair lo.. he till now haven kiss me be4 =( He kissed Mani, the erm laundry-autoclave-cleaning lady be4 lo.. den de Whisky keep 'raping' me haha.. can nvr stop licking me 1 lo him.... 
See!! Haha.. den very funny when he got jealous when de cat Olive was getting my attention haha.. anywya Olive is such a horny feline, when u stroke her back rite she will really tilt her butt to face u while her body lie low.. horny feline!!! DUn have a picture of that, will get 1 soon... hahaa
Cute pom eh?? But he got very very bad teeth and a bad breath.. in the end... put to sleep. JUS KIDDING!!! Siao PTS for bad teeth?? haha.. anyway.. he left erm lets see... 4 teeth nia.. de rest all so bad dat have to be extracted... and Lizel was like complaining of the bad breath while giving him dental haha.. use a whole bottle of chlorhexidine and 3 whole bottles of distilled water to use the teeth scaling with...
De before, yes very yucky and big .. its practically the whole thigh...DIn really show de thighs, but its all stitched up liao =) isn't he handsome??Look!! He is jus so cute~~!!SO cute~~ Not fair lo.. he till now haven kiss me be4 =( He kissed Mani, the erm laundry-autoclave-cleaning lady be4 lo.. den de Whisky keep 'raping' me haha.. can nvr stop licking me 1 lo him.... See!! Haha.. den very funny when he got jealous when de cat Olive was getting my attention haha.. anywya Olive is such a horny feline, when u stroke her back rite she will really tilt her butt to face u while her body lie low.. horny feline!!! DUn have a picture of that, will get 1 soon... hahaaCute pom eh?? But he got very very bad teeth and a bad breath.. in the end... put to sleep. JUS KIDDING!!! Siao PTS for bad teeth?? haha.. anyway.. he left erm lets see... 4 teeth nia.. de rest all so bad dat have to be extracted... and Lizel was like complaining of the bad breath while giving him dental haha.. use a whole bottle of chlorhexidine and 3 whole bottles of distilled water to use the teeth scaling with... Her name is bubbles, age 8 yrs + cun tell rite? And doesn't she look like de powerpuff girls de bubbles?? her hair damn cute la.. natural 1 somemore lo... Sam, ur Cherry can nvr be dis cute lo =x
Den dere is dis Shih Tzu brought in by SPCA for dental... so jealous when I snapping picts of de Bubbles and Pomeranian. Den when I want take his pic, he camera shy -.- Had a hard time to snap this 'ghastly' awaful pic of him. Den had to rush back to my branch cos my darling Zeus is at de Clementi Branch and I am at de Sunset branch =( Move him dere, Move him dere!! >.<>
Den dere is dis Shih Tzu brought in by SPCA for dental... so jealous when I snapping picts of de Bubbles and Pomeranian. Den when I want take his pic, he camera shy -.- Had a hard time to snap this 'ghastly' awaful pic of him. Den had to rush back to my branch cos my darling Zeus is at de Clementi Branch and I am at de Sunset branch =( Move him dere, Move him dere!! >.<>Ok I m gonna enjoy my SIP tml onwards even w difficulties rushing towards me!!Cos I will be strong!!!
-Shawn-
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Failure
I failed. I failed to supress my stress and anger. It was all going smnoothly for the whole day till the last 5 minutes John came in and provoked me. I wasn't able to control anything. The whole day I did not see him till the last 5 minutes before I off work. It seems if it was the whole day, something probably will happen since the lats 5 minutes can make my anger level shoot way up.
I almost lost my hand while completing his task.
I've already emailed my LO, Dr Chooi about the situation I am facing in TAC. Hope that doesn't give him a bad impression of me, and he would be able to do something to help me.
I dun wanna fail my SIP. Help.
-Shawn-
I almost lost my hand while completing his task.
I've already emailed my LO, Dr Chooi about the situation I am facing in TAC. Hope that doesn't give him a bad impression of me, and he would be able to do something to help me.
I dun wanna fail my SIP. Help.
-Shawn-
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
A New Resolution
Ok, thanx for ur concerns everybody, and sorry for de complaints. Maybe I looking htigns at de wrong approach. So instead of looking as each single thing they do as a mean to make life difficult for me, I m gonna be stronger, den ytd, den half a day ago, den a min ago, I am going to see it as a oppurtunity to become stronger. So at least for de whole of tml, I m going to try to look things differently, control my emotions, not going to let them make me become angry or stressed. Hopefully I succeed. GANBARIMASU!!!
-Shawn-
-Shawn-
Monday, October 1, 2007
Stressed..
Was suppose to assist de vet, Dr MK for a surgery, in de end, john de vet tech had to follow and stress me. Ask me lots of qns, when I noe de answer he keep proceeding till i dunno. So instead of wasting time answerign and answering, I gave him de REAL ans he wnated to hear, "I dunno" . and Of course he made me go home and 'research' de answer. And of course before dat, he had to put me down in front of the vet like I m stupid or some kind. It might not seems wrong for him to ask qns, but de way he is doing it is stressing me. And he keep making me do chores and he himself slacking abt. Cannot risk becoming de 2nd some1 hu had an unfortunate incident. And sorry to dat some1 I wasn't able to help u. =( Cannot gif him an excuse to fail me in my SIP. Its like, 1st he asks u to name de ship dat hit de iceberg and sunk, den he ask for de yr it sunk, den when u tot he got nth to ask, he asked u for de number of ppl hu went down w de ship and when u tot its over.. u're wrong. He asked u to name de ppl hu went down. Dats how stressed I am, and how ridiculous his qns are sometimes. Den when u got it rite, he somehow pick faults in ur answer, like u say Shawn was one of them he will say, no, its Shaun not Shawn.
Its not that I dunno things u noe, I noe 1, but he keep asking until I dunno den he happy, even when doing tasks. Like his fren, who is so sick dat when I got scolded he is laughing and stifling his giggles. Imagine dat!! FK U S-Os, U SICK PERVS!! SLAVE DRIVERS!! I m not lazy ok, I am very hardworking dere 1 lo, maybe dats y i was so hated.
Now trying to do things properly to avoid having de same incident as u... today I was dAMn stressed and angry that when I retold Xynthia wad happened I almost burst into tears/rage/tears... wadeva, all de same.
Had a chat with Shiyong's supervisor, Dr Quek, good, frenly and handsome young man, he suggested giving feedback to de school. But then from de view of a bystander, it will seems dat the vet techs dere is nto wrong in doign wad they r doing, but de one going thru it will actually exp all de stress.
Even b4 I leave at 6, he have to make a sarcastic remark such that I had to stay back to 'do my job' of cleaning de cages and feeding. Like wth, why dun he need to do anything? I bet today wad I did in hmm 4 hrs can beat wad he did for de whole day.
Ppl, SIP is NOT, I repeat, NOT a fun thing. SIP students no matter where u work, u're ranked LOWEST IN THE FOOD CHAIN, sometimes I feel my status is lower then de cleaner. Its slightly better den in-house only in that I get paid for it.. but barely enuff to cover wad I am going thru.
Haiz.
-Shawn-
Its not that I dunno things u noe, I noe 1, but he keep asking until I dunno den he happy, even when doing tasks. Like his fren, who is so sick dat when I got scolded he is laughing and stifling his giggles. Imagine dat!! FK U S-Os, U SICK PERVS!! SLAVE DRIVERS!! I m not lazy ok, I am very hardworking dere 1 lo, maybe dats y i was so hated.
Now trying to do things properly to avoid having de same incident as u... today I was dAMn stressed and angry that when I retold Xynthia wad happened I almost burst into tears/rage/tears... wadeva, all de same.
Had a chat with Shiyong's supervisor, Dr Quek, good, frenly and handsome young man, he suggested giving feedback to de school. But then from de view of a bystander, it will seems dat the vet techs dere is nto wrong in doign wad they r doing, but de one going thru it will actually exp all de stress.
Even b4 I leave at 6, he have to make a sarcastic remark such that I had to stay back to 'do my job' of cleaning de cages and feeding. Like wth, why dun he need to do anything? I bet today wad I did in hmm 4 hrs can beat wad he did for de whole day.
Ppl, SIP is NOT, I repeat, NOT a fun thing. SIP students no matter where u work, u're ranked LOWEST IN THE FOOD CHAIN, sometimes I feel my status is lower then de cleaner. Its slightly better den in-house only in that I get paid for it.. but barely enuff to cover wad I am going thru.
Haiz.
-Shawn-
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