Failure

I failed. I failed to supress my stress and anger. It was all going smnoothly for the whole day till the last 5 minutes John came in and provoked me. I wasn't able to control anything. The whole day I did not see him till the last 5 minutes before I off work. It seems if it was the whole day, something probably will happen since the lats 5 minutes can make my anger level shoot way up.

I almost lost my hand while completing his task.

I've already emailed my LO, Dr Chooi about the situation I am facing in TAC. Hope that doesn't give him a bad impression of me, and he would be able to do something to help me.

I dun wanna fail my SIP. Help.

-Shawn-