Stressed..

Was suppose to assist de vet, Dr MK for a surgery, in de end, john de vet tech had to follow and stress me. Ask me lots of qns, when I noe de answer he keep proceeding till i dunno. So instead of wasting time answerign and answering, I gave him de REAL ans he wnated to hear, "I dunno" . and Of course he made me go home and 'research' de answer. And of course before dat, he had to put me down in front of the vet like I m stupid or some kind. It might not seems wrong for him to ask qns, but de way he is doing it is stressing me. And he keep making me do chores and he himself slacking abt. Cannot risk becoming de 2nd some1 hu had an unfortunate incident. And sorry to dat some1 I wasn't able to help u. =( Cannot gif him an excuse to fail me in my SIP. Its like, 1st he asks u to name de ship dat hit de iceberg and sunk, den he ask for de yr it sunk, den when u tot he got nth to ask, he asked u for de number of ppl hu went down w de ship and when u tot its over.. u're wrong. He asked u to name de ppl hu went down. Dats how stressed I am, and how ridiculous his qns are sometimes. Den when u got it rite, he somehow pick faults in ur answer, like u say Shawn was one of them he will say, no, its Shaun not Shawn.

Its not that I dunno things u noe, I noe 1, but he keep asking until I dunno den he happy, even when doing tasks. Like his fren, who is so sick dat when I got scolded he is laughing and stifling his giggles. Imagine dat!! FK U S-Os, U SICK PERVS!! SLAVE DRIVERS!! I m not lazy ok, I am very hardworking dere 1 lo, maybe dats y i was so hated.

Now trying to do things properly to avoid having de same incident as u... today I was dAMn stressed and angry that when I retold Xynthia wad happened I almost burst into tears/rage/tears... wadeva, all de same.

Had a chat with Shiyong's supervisor, Dr Quek, good, frenly and handsome young man, he suggested giving feedback to de school. But then from de view of a bystander, it will seems dat the vet techs dere is nto wrong in doign wad they r doing, but de one going thru it will actually exp all de stress.

Even b4 I leave at 6, he have to make a sarcastic remark such that I had to stay back to 'do my job' of cleaning de cages and feeding. Like wth, why dun he need to do anything? I bet today wad I did in hmm 4 hrs can beat wad he did for de whole day.

Ppl, SIP is NOT, I repeat, NOT a fun thing. SIP students no matter where u work, u're ranked LOWEST IN THE FOOD CHAIN, sometimes I feel my status is lower then de cleaner. Its slightly better den in-house only in that I get paid for it.. but barely enuff to cover wad I am going thru.

Haiz.

-Shawn-