But haiz.. de worst pain is not de physical one.. is de one in de heart. I was just trying to do wad I shld do as a point player, correct player's current mistake.. den when i tell dis guy, he very ap ans me sth not relavant, so i say dun gif excuse, den he jumped out de pool liao, nvr cont de rest of de quarters. Den he gif dat kind of ap face de whole time, and den when go home we hmm cannot say talked, on msn. Den he gif me a list of ap sentences, even when I m trying to express my point. WTH... den tell others say he told them he wan quit ah, dun wna play de last match or even go for tml training. I m so tired.. so tired.. as a point player, i always have to shout wad to do, but I shout everyone listens, no one does anything. K some ppl do... den I myself oso tired from shouting. I m so tired le la... And its sad how a small little tiff can cause a frenship to end. But its all becos both dun wish to gif in, both are proud so ya.. we deserve it. And honestly, I m still stubborn abt it, and dun wish to gif in haha..
Thankfully, de day is not full of sad depressing things, also happy times, in school =D haha.. 1st is csas gto 30/40 woots! den 2nd, I passed LAST haha!! but dunno how much...
and of course de 1 or 2 hours be4 bpharm with my frens outside lt5 =D Shiela brought her laptop and shirleen and I and Jaslynn, and after dat Jacinth came in, talking about and looking at other ppl's frenster profile for Yandaos =D haha and YEA I m interested!! haha.. den we oso talk abt chiobus... and ren yao.. haha... Den we 'judged' each other's taste of cute or handsome guys lolx!!! so funny la haha... den oso talk abt dis 17-yo girl, hl frenster got 1k+ frens, den even recorded of her crying when bf break up w her .. Duhs... den Heard my fren say she say be4 she wan be popular, and popular to her is, ugly ppl asking her to be their gf or have sex w them. *rolls eyes* wad a sl*t haha Shld be obvious hu she is rite, another hint, her bf(currently) took part in one of the 'Superstar' shows =p
Damn sad la, dis fri my last match le... most prob, cos going sip, even if can go for training, but cannot enter comp... like nus invitational or open league.. cos timing i dun think is ok.. cos sip clinics/hospitals always sound like until 9pm de lo =( haiz.. how to train or even go comp haiz haiz... Den now after dis match, de team has to cope harder le, with less seniors, cos Joel and me wun be joining, den ppl quitting, and now they mus retrain w the yr 1. Well good luck =) de yr 1 dis yr seems to have alot of potential haha =D Go GO GO!!!
so ya... tired le la.. emo.. wadeva.. I am easily afected by words 1 haha...den now listrening to a nice emo song, 4 in the morning.. so match my mood la!
Den sth so funny, haha some1 call 'Johnny' called in to chat w de dj.. omng he sounds liek a more ah beng ver of PCK.. english damn bad, keep saying shit ah, wah lao, den sound quite rude oso.. den was talking abt dis movie i think de zombie sheep 1 if i not wrong title is black sheep.. den he say nowadays movie sux, keep got alot of strange concepts den de dj jokingly say if one day got a show hamster eat man, will he watch? den he was very rude on his ans. I pei fu de dj so tactful, use a joke to rebute back... *pei fu pei fu* If only I can talk like de dj, maybe no conflicts would happen huh? haha
ok Signing off,Living Life Like Lies
-Seraphi aka Shawn-
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