Cherishing...

Haiz... Seeing how things turning from bad to worse, cun help but think, how we nvr cherish wad we had and instead took it for granted. No worries, no one died, haha. Its just, how we got so used to some things, and starts abusing them, and when they changed, we resent them.

Ok honestly, I think de team is falling apart. Wad would de freshly constructed bricks thinks when they see de foundation/pillars are falling apart? Would they still be happily stuck to one another or would they start worrying if de house would fall. Yes de Team situation is currently like de house, and de rest should be self explainatory with the aid of de previous post. However it seems not only 1 pillar is coming out. A 2nd one is coming out, somemore dis pillar holds a greater position in supporting de house. He was de one hu defended for us to prevent some1 from sealing this house. He was de one hu represented de bricks pillars and even de vermins in de house to stop de sealing. But now, he seems to one to be driving de bulldozer. It all happens becos of emotions dat is hard to grasp or control. Yes, dere r times I cun even control my own emotions, but I try, I did, really.

It seems it all happens due to some misunderstanding of de pillar with de Contractor of de house. When de Contractor always was good to us, we took him for granted and complained how he treated us too softly and making us not able to withstand de Rain,Shine and Wind. But when he suddenly become rough w us, we blame him for being rude and every little things whenever he brings up his small temper was brought up and sentenced against him. Haiz and worst of all, we might be changing our Contractor soon. Its bad enough to not win any Prizes for him be4 he leaves, but we left him a mess in de rooms be4 he leaves. Oh of course, there are always some shaky pillars here and dere haha, some might topple while some maybe could stay dere shakily till it is renovated again... haha

Hopefully de future pillars for de house would be firmly stably constructed to support de house and win Shows with it. Even if it means changing to de new plans of de new Contractors.

But in all, I sure wish we could go back to the times when we were so united standing together preventing the house from being sealed... If only it could be done... Remember, its not how beautiful de inside of a house only that wins de Show, its our stable its supports are, no matter how beautiful inside is, if de supports fall, de house collapse too. However even if de inside is not beautiful and doesn't win any prize, its still a house dat can housed living things inside =)

Sorry for typing this Emo posts and maybe hard to understand for some of U. Because u dun exactly noe wad happen, but U can use it as analogy of wad u're going thru too, and think abt it.

Cherish wad U have be4 its gone. I m sad I failed to do so.

Living Life Like Lies
-Seraphi aka Shawn-