Monday, December 15, 2008

Disturbed-ia

Back in camp again after a damn short, and I do mean short weekend break. Bookout and reach home 11pm+++ on Sat nite and to book in by 2200hrs on Sun nite. Didnt get to do much, cept shopped in Bugis tentatively finding a shirt for Social Nite this thurs which I am SOOOOOO looking forward to =)

Every step i take in the mall, every level I go, I just cant help but think of the times I went there with my frens, my very 2 close jie jies... joking abt, browsing in all de stores, monkeying and laughing all about... now, dont say go shopping tgt, we havent even SEEN each otther ev er since I came in OCS, which has been about... 12 weeks? Yes thats how long it has been... why, what happened?? I seriously missed those times, and those where we always go cine together, watch movies, common topics to talk about *hem hem* =p, and as usual joking about... Now, its more barren than an infertile land. Like the song goes, "How could this happen to me? " Seriously, I really dont know what happen.

Cant get them over the phone, even if I do, after awhile needa hang up, or else is arrange to meet le, last min cancel out on me... haiz... WHY WHY WHY!!!! I just wanna relieve the past... =(

Wonders if this could be the contributing factor why I am not happy in OCS, not bonding with the platoon enough... and now things are worst, I do not have a buddy.. yes alone, =(

Social night Social night~ Though I very loser bring my sis along, but its better den date-less eh =D Looking foward to the food, the resting then, and of course the long bookout after that ^^ Hope everythings goes well till then... Oh yea, hopefully no guard duties, Cdo/CDS then or Xmas eve... Cos I wan go for a Xmas party seriously!! Anyone throwing Xmas parties where I can go to?? =D Hee...

Indulgence in the Beauty of the Midnight Eclipse
-ShawnZ-

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