Monday, April 12, 2010

Yeah eh eh, so Hard... So hard.. so hard...

Yup, I know, its been like 4 soon to be 5 mths since 2010. Havent thought of a new layout, prolly stick till 2011? Not sure.. been busy, either going for de stupid silver kitty thing or getting high and drunk on de weekends.

Been living a life of a prostitute. Always asked to do thing, do do do do do do do, after 1 task its anotehr one.. it jus goes on and on and on. Not only me, everybody in my plt suffering like I do. Well, its ok we keep kena arrow-ed, cos bo pian, but once we finished our thigns at end, another few piles in. Its neverending, and its always de last min kind, so u cannot plan for it.. and worst of all, ur effort is always not appreciated.

My decision to sign on, has been huanting me since.. and den, to make things worse, I havent get my bonuses yet, thanks to the beautiful organisation. During the recruitment talk, they make it sound so fanciful, den said, "U get ur bonus, str8 after u commission." Well, they missed out, de part, have to find sureties, time to process de sureties, etc etc.

Den they reject my father and sis as my sureties. So yup! I m stuck finding sureties! Found some frens, but they gonna ord soon, den still mus "apply" for them to be sureties, then mus wait, den they go down, blah blah.. super troublesome i tell u.. its freakign irritating! Den de irony is, as long as 21 and abv dont need surety, but I am 21 going to 22 now! they say on de day de contract start mus be 21, but its nto as if they give me on de day contract start? zzzz den my frens, can dont be 21 on de day de contract start, but so long their 21 now. WAT NONSENSE?!?!

Well, den my very very very good "higher up" de one dropping work to us like dropping breadcrumbs to birds, have this very favourite pet phrase: "Very easy 1, not difficult at all, " Ya lo, cos hes not de one doing, hes not de one putting any effort, and after dat, he gets de credits. Not even a thank you, well done or any actions towards that meaning at all. Even prostitutes get, " wow ur ______ was great!" then they get paid. so ya.. haiz...

Ok enuff abt de army stuffs, personal life hasnt been very great either, thanks to a grp of very good frens, it has been manageable. THANKS MY SLUTS!! =D REALLY LOVE U GUYS~!!
Its how very wierd de way we met each other, and ended up so good frens =D Fate is such a wierd wierd thing.. but not blaming it, or i wldnt meet such awesome frens!! Thanks, Aaron, Fad, Nel,Alan....... many many more. If ur name wasnt mentioned here, dont harp too much onto it, I still appreciate knowing u guys, its jus dat theres a freaking long list to go on and on and on and on and on and on and on.. hahhaha

Frens, are easy to get, but Great Frens who understands, shares everything w u, tolerate ur nonsense, is hard to come by.. SO cherish them if u have them, and if u dont, I pray that u will meet them soon =) Everyone deserves at least 1 Great Fren. I wish for everyone to have that deserve. Jus like everyone deserves to be loved.. we r owed dat much...

till de nxt post. Ciao.

-Sephios-

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