MMS..

Argh.... dont u jus hate it when theres a time where u put so much consideration deciding before doing sth.. spent hella lot of time going thru if U shld do sth or not, and when u chose to do it. U regretted ur actions. De feeling spinning inside, its really uneasy. GRGH. De self torment where u go abt asking urself "Y de hell did I chose to do it when I know I shldnt had and will regret it in de 1st place."

Frick dat thought manz. Must be feelign all shitty becos stuck in camp unable to book out till tmr nite. Wth,

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Made a stupid resolution, finding it so hard, SOOOOOOOOOOOO hard.... to fulfil. I resolve to stop using vulgar, not even the word "Fuck". Tough eh? See, alrdy in de 2nd paragraph I couldn't help but use it.

I really hate every moment of this shitty feeling sia, I guess this is wat it means by MMS, Man Moody Sometimes. Or in simpler terms, Emo, Mo Mo Moooooooo... Yea I m getting crazy.

Just re-did one test which I failed. Others failed becos they couldnt complete de paper. I completed everything yet I still failed. Stupid, now I dont even know if I can pass or not....... Zzzzz

I need a time out, a break out, a let out wateva its called I jus wanna Standing on the rooftop letting U scream ur heart out! Standing on the rooftop.... haiz....

Argh I m having a headache rite now, not the painful kind but the irritated kind #$)*&#*(#$()@*$@#)&@#$&@#()$*@#)4893285^

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-ShawnZ-