my 100th post

So sorry, i did planned to make my 100th post a more happy 1. But I guess I am feeling so fucked up that I have to waste my 100th post bitching.

Was supposed to meet this grp of frens to GO OUT. Well that was wat i was told last week and ytd. Remembered some1 mentioning going town and prolly arnd 6 in the evenning after his lesson. Ok, so I dressed up, styled up my hair, wear some outdoor shoes. Prepared everything and set off to TM at abt 5+.

Well at 6, I had to initiate de call and guess wat, was only told of the CHANGE OF PLANS then. Now they decided to go some1's house to 'SHAG'. Thnx alot, Have u ever seen some1 SO DRESSED UP to jus go SHAG at some1 else hse??? Worst, their shagging - Gym, Swim, Watch VCD/DVD. Well, HAVE U SEEN ANYONE WORE JEANS TO GYM?? DRESSED UP SO NICELY TO SWIM??????? And w/o carrying any xtra clothings or anything???

Seriously this isn't the 1st time similar thing happened to me. Be4 YOU start bitching me abt my attitude, Y not YOU put YOURSELF in MY shoes and tell me how YOU feel? While YOU at it, think abt how many times YOU did similar things to me everytime we meet to go out.

Thinking abt wat Shiyong told me, y I no backbone to confront, instead bitch abt it only... I dont know, seriously. I thought maybe if I jus bear w it then it wld not happen again. Well I was wrong, wasnt I? It jjus gave him another chaance to do it again.

Wanted to do some shopping to get my mind off this matter, and THE FUCKING TAC havent bank in my pay!! TMD KNN CCB!!! Trying to cheat my pay isit? In the 1st place I wasnt happy working dere, my appraisal was a total mess, and now u wan deprive me of the little joy I get from working there?

Seriously jus FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Not thinking str8 and yet thinking str8 concurrently while blogging,
-Shawn-