Love me or Hate me

Yeah,It's officially the biggest midget in the game.
I dunno.Make way for the S.O.V.

[Chorus (x2):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

I'm fat, I need a diet.
No, in fact I'm just too light
And I ain't got the biggest breast-s-s, but I write all the best disses.
I got hairy armpits, but I don't walk around like this.
I wear a big baggy t-shirt that hides that nasty shit.Ugh!
Never had my nails done.
Bite them down until they're numb.I
'm the one with the non-existent bum,Now I don't really give a....Ugh!
I'm missing my shepherd's pie
Like a high maintenance chick missin' her diamonds.
I'm missin' my clippers lighters.
Now bow down to your royal highness.
No I don't own a corgi,
Had a hamster, it died cause I ignored it.
Go on then, go on report me,
I'm English, try and deport me!

[Chorus (x2):]Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

I'm that funky little monkey with the tiniest ears.
I don't like drinking fancy champy,
I'll stick wit Heineken beers.
Whoops, might burp in ya face,
A little unlady-like,
What can I say?
Well oh gosh I'm not posh, male with odd socks.
I do what I'm doing, yeah!
So everybody's entitled to opinions,
I open my mouth and shit
I got millions.I'm the middle kid, the riddle kid,
I'll make you giggle till your sick
Cause my nose jiggles while I spit.
Yeah I do have some stories
And its true I want all the glory.
Go on then, come on support me,
I'm English, try and deport me!

[Chorus (x2):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!
Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me

So I can't dance and I really can't sing.I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!
So I can't dance and I really can't sing.I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!

[Chorus (x4):]
Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.
Love me or hate me, that is the question.
If you love me then thank you!
If you hate me then fuck you!

[x2:]Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me
Love me or hate me
I can only do one thing,
And that's be Lady Sovereign!



-Shawn-

The Human Body

The Human Body is very special. Any wounds or injuries, will heal slowly overtime. The pain goes away with it too, even if a scar might remain on some occasion.
Like everyone else, my body is no difference. Even the most painful wound or injury I have, be it a cut or a burn, they'll heal overtime on its own or thru help and sometimes after awhile its as if nth even happened. Been thru lots of 'injuring' and 'healing' process all this while, too many for me to even count, and dere, I still stand as if nth ever happened. Wat if, jus wat if, I don't wish to get 'injured' anymore? Is dere a special drug to allow it? Is dere such an invention?
Though the outcome of the injury is usually good and harmless and wat others might say, "it makes u a better person", but I really cannot go thru another round of torture from injuring or the healing process. Help. Anyone?

Just some random thoughts, but its true isn't it?

-Shawn-

Just Fine.. Fine...fine..fine...

Hope u enjoyed the video from de previous post :) Nope no video for this post :( but got this very great song I heard from 98.7, Work - Kelly Rowland. Take some time and listen to it, if its nice and u wan it, msn me and i'll send ;)

So many shows to watch nowadays huh? Completed quite a handful liao... but still left quite alot like... Cj7, jumper, Meet the Spartans, P.S. I Love U (Psst this one is reserved for a special some1 whom I havent found haha), Juno, L Change the world, 2 faces of my GF. So ya lo, alot rite, den deres oso de budget problem.. hmmm anyways, those hu free and also wans watch any of those mentioned, ASK ME OUT!!! =p haha.. sound so despo... Desperate HouseMan sia me... haha

And heres the song, :)


Enjoy!

-Shawn-

Funny Video haha

A maid, who works for the superfriends, complaining. So damn funny haha



-Shawn-

Under De Weather

Feeling Sick, went to the doc's, total cost $45 :(

Went my Aunt's hse today, saw her 2 Shih Tzu :) And of cos her delicious meal Yum Yum. Ta Pao quite alot back haha.. and wee she gave me an ang bao!! =D sorry ah dis yr receiving ang bao is a big deal to me lolx.. cos I cld not bai nian for some personal reason.

Shall not talk much, prolly de meds kicking in, can barely move my hands.. so tired... tired.. or prolly its not de meds? I dont know.. anyways, Till de nxt post.

-Shawn-

A Night Out

Went training in de morning. Unfortunately, Eddee injured his leg... so didn't celebrate Gary's Bdae. Sorry to hear abt it, Eddee. Ya I was angry initially.. but so sorry for even being angry =(
Anyways, Didn't quite follow wat we had planned. I went ahead with the 2nd part of the planned celebration. And I think Gary did too since I saw him there later on... haha

All I can say is, Last nite was wonderful!! Wasn't really implying to the song =p But oh well its great too =) haha... Though I must give credits to Ash too haha...




-Shawn-

Done w U

Jus finished my Poster Presentation today, which marks an end to my poly life. Which means, I m Unofficially Graduated. WHich oso means, time to write out my nxt chapter of life, shld I work, or shld i cont studies. Do really wan to study...cos i think i m not rdy for de workforce jus yet... hope to try my luck at NTU's prolly life sciences? But not sure.. with my current gpa.. and to make things worst, doubt my SIP company wld give me a good recommendation letter since the appraisal was alrdy so disastrous... Haiz...

To make things worst, 2 days ago my dog gave me a scare, became so lethargic and his gums turned very very pale.. not sure wat happened tho.. looks like poisoning, since he vommited.. but den.. de nxt day, he is bright and active again... phew..

FInally got my pay today.. but hmm the amt like abit too little? nvm I shall wait for the invoice and I shall go thru it... that is, if I still get the invoice.

Anyways, back to today, its so nice to see old friends again :) Seriously, missed the laughter in sch.. Hanqun, Jacinth, Cornie, Sandy, Jin Shun and many more to list sia!! Its great to see them all again.. but now no more schooling.. prolly go our separate ways soon... Sorry jus stating a fact. Anyways we meetign nxt mon to watch CJ7 =) Yea!! Now to find some1 to watch Kungfu Dunk with me... haha.. oh and Meet The Spartans , prolly jumper too.. shit sia so many shows and limited budget.. Really got to work!!! Haha but No Way I m going back TAC!!

Anyways heres a little song which I find it nice, and sth to suit de V'day mood tmr. And YES still another yr of Vday I be spending alone or not, prolly go out w my 2 girlfrens haha.. dat is if they not having plans on their own...
Ok enjoy the song, and ur Vday =)
-Shawn-

my 100th post

So sorry, i did planned to make my 100th post a more happy 1. But I guess I am feeling so fucked up that I have to waste my 100th post bitching.

Was supposed to meet this grp of frens to GO OUT. Well that was wat i was told last week and ytd. Remembered some1 mentioning going town and prolly arnd 6 in the evenning after his lesson. Ok, so I dressed up, styled up my hair, wear some outdoor shoes. Prepared everything and set off to TM at abt 5+.

Well at 6, I had to initiate de call and guess wat, was only told of the CHANGE OF PLANS then. Now they decided to go some1's house to 'SHAG'. Thnx alot, Have u ever seen some1 SO DRESSED UP to jus go SHAG at some1 else hse??? Worst, their shagging - Gym, Swim, Watch VCD/DVD. Well, HAVE U SEEN ANYONE WORE JEANS TO GYM?? DRESSED UP SO NICELY TO SWIM??????? And w/o carrying any xtra clothings or anything???

Seriously this isn't the 1st time similar thing happened to me. Be4 YOU start bitching me abt my attitude, Y not YOU put YOURSELF in MY shoes and tell me how YOU feel? While YOU at it, think abt how many times YOU did similar things to me everytime we meet to go out.

Thinking abt wat Shiyong told me, y I no backbone to confront, instead bitch abt it only... I dont know, seriously. I thought maybe if I jus bear w it then it wld not happen again. Well I was wrong, wasnt I? It jjus gave him another chaance to do it again.

Wanted to do some shopping to get my mind off this matter, and THE FUCKING TAC havent bank in my pay!! TMD KNN CCB!!! Trying to cheat my pay isit? In the 1st place I wasnt happy working dere, my appraisal was a total mess, and now u wan deprive me of the little joy I get from working there?

Seriously jus FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Not thinking str8 and yet thinking str8 concurrently while blogging,
-Shawn-

Major Panic

Hey hey hey, Sorry for not being able to post these few days. Busy slacking, Opps I mean busy doing up my SIP report which was handed in on 31st Jan and jus completed my Major project. PHEW!! Now left my MP logbook to be handed in along w the project on Mon 4th Feb.

Well.. went back to school on 28th jan for post SIP briefing... WOW almost everybody who went to do their SIP outside chanegd image!! Icluding me that is... Everybody look so different... went to eat at Mensa, but unfortunately my Cai Peng stall not opened =( due to some fire mishap when I was having my SIP... boo hoo hoo.....

There was a talk from a headhunter company by an alumni from TP, and honestly, I slept during his talk -_- And after dat was a talk from a NTU lecturer to talk abt admission and some stuffs of NTU. WAH LAO... I know I cant get into vet sch.. so now I wan go NTU >.<>

Went training on thurs, after submission of my SIP report, hmmm some lao jiaos came to play along w us... swam quite alot during the game.. and not as shag as the Sat's 1... Sadly, didnt go for today's training because I was busy slacking, I mean doing my MP :) All the typos~~ :P

Argh!! I am so bored at home!! And this CNY I will not be able to go visiting.. haiz :/ No ang baos!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBBBBBBBSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Grgh........ somemore no new clothes cos not visiting.. argh.. I think I try asking some money from my father to buy new clothes~ haha :P I know I m a cheapo... but hey!! I am no longer working leh!!

I think that shld be all for now.... I guess

-Shawn-