Saturday, January 26, 2008

Smashing the Bottle.

SIP finally over ytd, went for trainign dis morning. Not as tough, as fast as I used to be. Defnitely not as tanned. But at least I think I got part of my tan back today :)

Was very hungry and tired after training. Or shld I say halfway through training. Ate alot for lunch in Design School canteen. Really missed the school's food :( Sigh...

As usual I was too lazy to do anything of my project today, probably tmr, de day after, and de day after. NO!! I must proscrastinate no longer!!! I have to do sth soon!!

Sigh, sometimes I feel like a stepping stone to sth else. Either that or I am a vase that holds the flowers and people will notice the flowers instead of the vase. Damn this boring nights, always leave me Emo. GRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mr Senstitive. Mr Emo. Call me watever U want. I am doing too much to unconceal, to go into the spot light. But it always backfires. Badly. All I achieve is more chidings. YES, I AM A SUCKER FOR COMPLIMENT!! Well who isn't? Ya I noe u always receive compliments, so u nvr know the feeling of having none. And yea, u're always getting the lights on u, so how would u noe how it feels behind the scenes?

SIP = Sucking-up Important People
Learn to bootlick the right people at the right place and time and you get full marks for everything even if U're lousy or disliked by every other people there.

Sorry, just thrashing around. Had been wanting to say this out a long time.

-Shawn-

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