Bleeding Love

Yes!! FInishing my written report SOON!!! I resolve to complete it before Sunday, 23rd Dec 2007!! Now left conclusions and recommendations, and need add things to the Job description to account for the word count. Grgh...

Had a very bad bad day today. Very. 1st woke up w a tummy ache, serves me rite for gobbling down the free McSpicy dat came from the delivery order I made, due to them keep bringing wrong orders and 4getting orders. Ended w 2 free McSpicys after the hassle. 1 for my father and another for me. Anyway back to the bad day, Realised from Shiyong my whole project is wrong and in a mess, was so damn sad have to re do everything, but thnx to my sis for helping amend my whole report. TY JIE!!! =D

Clinic was so busy, I did recep work and no time to go find my data for my project. So busy that I think I committed some boo-boos ... luckily the vet on duty is a very nice lady =D U shld see de Xmas Pressy she gave me, A very cute Tigger-pictured plush handphone holder!! and a little pinky pig phone strap which I gave my sis haha...

Wanted to do some tan work, was hesitating between CLementi pool and Tamp, chose tamp, and since I am having a bad day, Clementi's sun was glaring and Tamp was having a downpour. Cancelled my tan works and went to the arcade. Wasted 2 tokens to find out both sets of controllers isn't functioning properly. Wasted another 2 token to just play a single game which would usually cost 1 token in a functioning game booth.

While on the train ride, my legs was going wobbly from the standing, my eyelids gaining pounds by the minute. For about 4 -5 times when someone alights and a seat become available, the seat was snatched right in front of me. Was so damn tired and pissed and rock music was beating into my ears, u can imagine how I almost want to grab and throw some1 off the seats. Haha, thnkfully i still have a teensy bit of sanity left...

Just as I was abt to leave, thought I could alight at tanah merah and walked home. But NO! Its raining; down pour! Alighted at Bedok to catch a bus, and guess wat, the rain stopped when I reached the bus interchange. Got my feet soaked by a very big puddle and went home w a irritated feeling and squeaky crocs.

Took a little nap at 8pm, waking up at 11pm instead. Waking up to wondering," oh shit!! I am late for work!! " and " Is dere work today" kind of feeling. I mus be stressed from my work.. but if my work ends means its time to submit my reports soon.. Argh!! I am so FAN(2)!!!

Anyways found dis song on 98.7, Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis, very emo song, but nice. Nice lyrics, nice music. I am really bleeding, but I dont know isit the physical bleeding I get from my hands that is painful, or the emotional bleed in my heart that is more hurting.

Damn suay, jus when I got tons of songs I want, multiply music search is down. Then plus I keep forgetting the bad events that happens, so irritating. Then when it happens again, theres the feeling of Deja Vu and its not supposed to happen if I had rem!!

I am feeling all cranked up and messed, is dis puberty? Haha. Cannot think properly, cannot remember things properly, the " I think I remembered I forgot sth" feeling.

Grgh, if only I can untangle this messed up feeling... If only.. I can... If only....

-Shawn-