Its always the cold, dark times where ppl starts to think and ponder on words or thoughts or watever the shit that happens.....
Ya abt just, I pondered alot, abt my SIP/MP I m farking left w like 1 mth to do
1) SIP written report
2) Mp Project report
3)Mp logbook
4)MP poster presentation
1 week do 1? Ya like real.. like can finish.. wat have I been doing for the past 3 mths??? Well, 1stly, slacking, 2ndly hankering for sth thats isnt possible... ya fine Emo, watever u call it.
Oh and did I mention the SIP written report needs a brief intro of the company and dere is no farking source in the net that talks abt my company other den the location?? Yup I am doomed.
2nd thing I pondered, my dog got the runs. Jus returned from the vets. Found lots of bacteria and flagelettes(dont know the spelling) in his stools. Headache, money's depleting and alrdy so busy and now this. DAMN, all the bad things can fall on me on 1 week.
3rd thing, This Sunday is the Christmas party of my clinic and I havent got the pressy or the money. Yup, the rest U can tell.
4th thing that kicks all the Emo in.
Dont u find the 2 hardest thing to do is to Remember and to Forget when U want to?
Try remembering all the thigns u studied for a test or a qns. Nth much seems to come up to ur mind or head or ass, whichevers thats bigger up there.
Or try Forgetting a quarrel a painful relationship or even a thing U just wish to forget. Everything just keep staying in there and popping up randomly. Those bad memories, those grudges, those debts or even the bad looks of some1, its etched further in then the pretty girl or cute guy u see a few mins ago.
I am so Sick of Life. Of Everything. Of Anything.
-Shawn-
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