Am I.. gonna... Die?

Shit la.. damn scared la... SInce ytd nite.. When I cough I discover traces of blood in my phlegm.. not a few.. ytd got quite alot.. but this morn not so bad le.. Den de blood hor,when I normally clear throat no have 1.. only when I cough harder den have.. so means de bleeding is not at throat but far below.. lungs... trachea.. i dunno... >.<>

Den I so worried, I went Wikipedia did a search,.... wth la... so many illness some terminal one all got coughing of blood as a symptom.. but when I browse de other symptoms.. I like no have leh... other then Fatigue... I not sure I have ma... " I'm not tired, I'm not tired, Believe and U will not be tired.. Believe" Keep trying to tell myself dis la.... HOW HOW HOW!! AM I GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE??????? Sobs...

Dun dare go see doc.. skarli.. skarli... >.< and somemore later medical bills make me dun cough, but vommit blood ah...

ANyways, throwing aside de 'Down' mood.... Here's a joke...

A woman was helping her computer-illiterate husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point told him that he would now need to choose and enter a password to be able to log on to the server. The husband's sense of humor kicked in, and decided he would try to shock his wife. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was typing in the word 'p..e..n..i..s'. His wife nearly fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied......... **PASSWORD REJECTED NOT LONG ENOUGH**

Hope U have a laugh at de joke.. I did.. but when I rem my strange blood in phlegm thing.. Haiz... AM I GONNA DIE?????????? >.<

Signing off, Hopefully not my last =(
Living Life Like Lies
-Seraphi aka Shawn-