Help...

I dun wish to make 2 posts a day, but I m getting very pissed with my father le. Go date ur China Bitch la if its wad it takes to shut ur nonsense and threatens. Nowadays he no money, he always at home in de same room as me. Complaining, rambling how slow his laptop is, how fucked up his bluetooth is, how it would not happen if I had lent him mine. If I had lent him mine,mine would spoil so I lied dat I lost de installation disc.

Now, he is rambling abt how his laptop cannot use de printer and is making a hella noise bout it. 1st blaming dat y we did not install it when installing de other 2 com ( 1 pc 1 laptop). Den de prob is with his laptop cannot connect to de printer. And now, he is threatening dat if he cannot print he would 'do sth' to de modem such dat ALL of us cannot use it too. Well, dun think its all saying nia.. he once did be4 lo..

Ever since he noe dat China Bitch, he become very temperamental. One minute can smile smile very generous, de other moment, he turn very violent. Den always de money dunno spend to where, owing debts and everything.. Not trying to be rude, but I hate dis China Bitch( She is very hateful to be disliked and I nvr did use hate on anyone be4... its just a too strong word). His violence doesn't include any physical actions, but he is mentally torturing me.. I dunno how long can i take it anymore... Becos of monetary issues, my sister oso stm will anyhow pick fights w my father..

I use to dislike him keep going out, 90% probability dating de China Bitch, neglecting my sis and I at home, ok fine maybe we've grown and dun need so much attention.. Doesn't mean we dun??? And not 4getting dat he will always no money after he go out with her.... den borrow from sis slowly, den snowballed to a very big amt liao...

however,now dat each time he at home, 80% chance dere would be quarrel either between him and my sis or him and me or him and both of us... Dere is jus no more peace..

Dis house is hard living in.. I feel like I m living on a war ground, where de landmine will explode w/o me noeing that I had stepped on it... Some1 save me from dis mine field....

Not trying to be dramatic or pitiful.. but dats really wad I m feeling now... pardon me for another wordy posts again.. Gomennasai....

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-Seraphi aka Suibian aka Shawn-