Dogs alert!!

Went to a cafe cater for both dogs and human, " Urban Pooch" is the name if I am not wrong... with Jess and her Toy poodle, Belle, Sam and his Shih Tzu, Cherry, Sam's 2nd Sis's Fren and her Mini Schnauzer, didn't really catch its name, and my Jack Russell Corgi cross, Vodka and me.

The food for humans, not bad, depending on what u order, portions could be a little bit more too.. I'll rate it 3/5

For dogs, choices quite limited, but the other dogs who went alogn doesn't very seem enthusiastic about the food, although my dog is digging into it liek crazy, but my dog is a greedy pig so its not a good judge. 1 out of the 4 dogs seems to be interested in the food.. so 1/4

Entertainment wise, there were some games catered for the owners, very limited though, There is the Aeroplane board game (Fei Ji Qi), Standard poker cards, boggle, Connect 4 and i think there is any more others... Played a round of the aeroplane game with Jess and Sam and I was seriously thrashed sia... No luck in getting '6' =(

There is also like a 'Dog playground' directly beside the cafe, well, jus a size of 1/2 a normal shop, inside is jus like a big playpen where owners can leave their dogs inside while enjoying their meals. They also use that area to do Dog care services where owners leave their dogs for them to look after for the day while the owners go do their own things, not sure how isit charged though.. anyways I brought Vodka there jus to mingle around with the other dogs, well, Vodka is abit... very afriad of crowds haha... always runnign from them and to me while the other dogs seems very enthusiastic to know him especially this very cute and active golden retriever puppy haha..

Ok... time to let pictures do the talking =)

We Love and Pamper our Dogs!!! =DStanley playing "Hand/Paw" with Vodka"Hey! Where's the food u promised us!"From Left, Cherry, Belle and Vodka
"Hmm who is this stranger, lets go meet him""Keep them away, Keep them away!""They're still coming... Leave me alone =( ""Not the butt!! Its sensitive!!"

Ok thats all for today's post, till the next one

-ShawnZ-

Its Good to be Back..

Hmm there's 2 diff meanings to my post, 1st is, its good to be back online, tho not officially, but soon it shld be.. after such a long time not being online, i am so behind my animes.... and also behind in my updates of songs, tho i still cant download now, but soon, soon, soon u see haha...

Another meaning is, its good to be back in urban areas!! Jus came back from my 6 days field camp out in the forested area, no bathing, combat rations, tedious trianing under de sun, and of course, DIRTY SMELLY CLOTHES WHICH I SIMPLY CANNOT STAND TO PUT ON EVERY MORNING!!!!
Very interesting experience, once in a lifetime, u get to bond so well in a platoon haha... train hard together, kena fucked together by superiors, being shagged together and complaining together haha... hmm and of course a very interesting experience u seldom get to see, one night in my basha tent, my buddy woke me up to see a fricking big wild boar eating a ration of another basha which is directly diagonal to mine, that fricking big ass and noisy grunting haha... I heard 1 wild boar tried to steal some1's LBV and Field pack, haha so hilarious....

Hmm but the worst has yet to come, because next week is my SIT test, its back to the jjungle for another 3 days =( and I am so afriad I cant do well in it, I wanna go command school =( I wanna be a SGT!! Haha.. then its my turn to tekan recruits.. OoOOoOps u did not just see that =x

-ShawnZ-

Break all mirrors!!

Just booked out ytd after 2 weeks confinement, 2 nights of not sleeping in cages(Mosquito nets). 2 days of not waking up to tedious PTs. 2 days of not "Doubling" from point to point. 2 days of eating anything, anytime I want. Most importantly, 2 days of SHOPPING!! Wahahahah...

I miss my hair... Seriously, Not the curly bangs tho. But its better then being botak!! I look like a monkey/ monk!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

So lucky of me, tmr is my dog's 1st birthday and I get to celebrate with him =) Bought him a little birthday pressy de other day, will give it to him tmr. Hope he likes it!

I m so going to enjoy my weekend while I can, cos with the PS I m having, confinement shld be easily distributed. No one seems to be able to meet his expectations. We are all "Fucking Fucked up Chee Byes" to him. Yes he always calling us that. Its going to be a tougher 7 more weeks... =(

I'll Fight and Defend, Keep holding on.. Cause I'll make it through
Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On
-ShawnZ-

Dont Fall on the Floor...

Wasnt able to squeeze this video in to the last post.. so a sepearate post.. and to u ppl out dere... Dont fall on the floor.. Laughing.. =x



-ShawnZ-

It goes to dogs too...

Well I guess everybody have their up and downs, regardless of age, sex, and even species. Caught my Dog emo-ing today. So sad.. hide under the sofa, dotn want to come out, jus sitting there staring in space with sadness in his eyes. Usually if I were to walk past and go towards the kitchen or room he wld chase after. But he jus stayed under the sofa.. So sssssssssssssssaaaaaaaddddddddddd.... =(

"Even the best falls down sometimes, even the stars refuse to shine." Howie day - Collide.

Just finished learning cube from Sam the pro. phew.. Not able to solve a cube as fast as him, but at least I am able to solve it quite ok now! =) Well currently Sam won 1st prize in the rubik cube's challenge organised by TP, his timing was the best and no one came close!! Ok, am i exaggerating? Dont think so right.. correct me if I m wrong....

Yup, going NS in a few days time... and yup, stuffs not packed, but I guess everything i need is prepared? not sure.. sux sux sux haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Browsed thru Youtube(again..) found this very cute Music Video of a very old old old old old song... but this is the modern version =x and look at the dance!! SO cute!!! haha so Hip Hop!!



And this is of a video of a song by Jonas Brother, cute music Video and great song!!



Enjoy the vids, and till the nxt post =)

-ShawnZ-

Fell..

"I fell, and managed to stand. Now I fall again, but I am too afraid to stand up, lest I will fall again. Just lEave me lying..."

Went to eat botak jones with Joel and his Friend, Shawn, at bedok. The fish & chips is yum and the Cajun chicken.. yum.. the chicken breast meat is as soft and juicy as thigh meat.. but was super full after eating... shld had just ordered the reg instead of large haha.... *Burps*

Good food, Price ok.. and best of all.. the Menu has jokes!! Haha... Quite alot.. but I jus include some short ones here.. for example, " What do u call a smart Blonde? A: a Golden Retriever!" Haha!! another one : "What's the difference between a new spouse and a dog? A: After a year, a dog is still excited to see you!" LOLX... and many more inside..

I was so full from the meal that I still didnt eat anything since 4pm++ I finished that meal.. so full sia.. I think I am losing my stomach size... been eating lesser... hmm no.. irregular appetite.. somethimes wan eat alot.. sometimes totally no appetite.. Haiz pregnancy? =x kidding. Haha...

Losing so many things lately... losing my mind... losing my money... ok not losing.. I m spending too much haha... losing confidence.. losing my fitness in my polo game.. etc.. and soon I'll be losing my hair!! And also,"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend." That "Friend" knows wat I'm talking abt.. and some other frens do know wat I'm talking abt. We totally lost contact with each other, no more smses, no more meeting to go out together, not even msn-ing each other. Used to be so close and talked alot.. now its like a unable to conceive lady's uterus. Empty. Barren. Pumpkin with no seeds. A desert land.

Seriously, where did I go wrong? Argh!! Frick, frick, frick on a stick and a 2 ton brick. I so hate the feeling of lost, especially the feeling of losing a special some1... Its excruciating... I thought I got over it... but who am I kidding.. deep down inside the pain will always be there.. the scar might had fully recover, but the pain that once dere will always be dere. Like guilt, u can never get rid of it watever u do....

Ok enough of another lengthy post.. Here is a song, so damn sad.. actually if u do a search, all his song are almost as sad... anyways.. this song is currently in 987 fm charts.. great sentimental song... Though this version on my post is so great to hear.. but I downloaded a better quality one =) Msn me if u want it...



Single, Available, Desperate - S.A.D.

-ShawnZ-

the tough will last..

Some1 told me, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going... wat if... I am not tough, never was... and never will be.....
Yes, no one said it was easy, but no one ever mentioned to me it was this difficult!!

I dont wan to face each day as it passes by... Growing is such a pain, I dont wanna grow up... I looked back to the times where as kids we were jus carefree, careless and well, problems free other then de usual exam pressure. Sure, we were not in control of our own lives, but jus think, when we were much younger, everything was so easy and simple. Mistakes were minor, adults were at ur commands, so they complains abt u waking them in the middle of the night jus to serve u some milk. But, from wat I had learnt thru my almost 20 years of life, its NOT my problem.

Back were those days, when a simple "Daddy, Papa, Mummy, Mama" comes blurted out unclear from my mouth, will bring smiles, joys, praises from my parents. But now? They demand perfect scores, perfect everything, dont they know, I'm not and never will be perfect?

Back were those days when both my parents still together, I still have a Mummy and a Daddy, where if I was in any pain or sadness, i could jus cry out. Now, I dont have a Mummy, but prolly my younger "stepsister?" have her? Yes I m jealous.

I m jealous of everything, cos my favourite colour's green. I'm jealous of the baby, who get showered with attention anytime of the day, jealous of the people who always gets better things. Jealous of why I wasn't so blessed with looks, wealth, riches, blah blah blah. Jealous of people who gets secret lovey dovey smses/calls from their sweethearts, honey, darling, dear, wateva.

I sure look foward to the day I can put Your pic as my hp wallpaper/screensaver. If only it will come.. at all. Dont feel disgusted, dont everybody wish for something like dat?

Happiness is jus so vague now. A simple toy used to make one on cloud nine. Now nothing seems satisfactory. One jus demand more, jus like a married man wans another mistress and another after dat. A relationship is not as simple as it used to be. People wants riches, if not, looks or a hot body, either from self or from the other partner. Asking for more, for the same results. Just like an antibiotic fighting against infections, increasing dosages to achieve the same result.

This is a fricking long post, if u made it to here, congrats.If u hop away before u reached here, well Jus Frick Off. If u skipped bulks away and scroll down here, Dont be lazy, just read the entire post. U wasted years living ur life, wats another few minutes to jus stop to read and think abt it?

I m not being rude, Jus str8foward. Likewise, I m not emo or depressed, I am jus ... clearly not myself, or being my true self? Doesnt matter.

Cant believe time is passing by ever so fast... I miss my past... I am having seperation anxiety, from my past. I dont wanna grow up, I wanna be a kid, I dont wan to make decisions, I wan to be pampered, I wan to be spoilt, I wan to be easily happy, I wan to... I wan to....



Relinquish the past...

But it will never be the same again..

-shawnz-