Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Vodka..

A little puppy of 3 mths old,
Can't even pee/poo at the place he was told.
Food, treats and more food, his only motivation,
Anyhow pee somemore careful I bring u in for Castration!

A strange little fellow who prefers to be active indoors,
acting shy and guai whenever he is outdoors.
Can't believe he is like his owner, me.
Cute, sweet, innocent, lovable and a little greedy. =p

Had u vax and microchipped on the 18th,
Better let ur microchip number,3435 win the 1st.

U're like a little child of 3,
So cute, so active, so vulnerable and all so precious to Me.

My Dog, Vodka, borned on 27th july and entered the family on 12th Oct.

Signing off w lots of pee in the house and some on my leg,
-Shawn-

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Love me, Love me, Pretend that you Love me...

I am so Emo now... Am I the black sheep of the family? Why isit everything I do cun be compared to my sister? Why is my father treating her so differently from how he treat me? Am I really his son?

1st incident:

It was 1 of the days of my grandfather's wake, the 3 of us quarrelled abt sth and it was very heated. Tho it was my sis fault, I was being targetted, and became my father and I quarrelling. Then my sister jus break down hysterically, its obvious she is jus faking it and den my father said : " Look wad U done, U made ur siter cry. U better do sth abt it, or I will do sth to ur dog." After hearing this I am so damn pissed, Y isit ALWAYS my fault? SO I asked him if it was me hu had broke down hysterically, would he blamed my sis or even himself or would he jus asked me to shut up. He was speechless.

2nd incident:
Jus ytd, my sis left her folded clothes on my bed. I asked her nciely to keep it be4 I go to slp and she demanded me to keep it for her. I was like WTF?? So I told her calmly, if by the time I go to bed and its still dere, I will sweep it to the floor. Den she threatened me to watch out nxt time and she oso wun help me do anything anymore. How unreasonable can 1 get? So I asked her wad's wrong with asking her to keep HER OWN things, and she say sth off topic dat its thnx to her I am able to keep de dog. Of course I got angry and like ask her again wads wrong w asking her to keep her own things? And guess hu interrupted de arguement? My ftaher of cos, he turned to ME and say," U better Shut up, no more noise from u" How bias can 1 get?

3rd incident:
Jus this morning when waking us up for breakfast, my father bend down to my sis bed level, and asked nicely wan to have breakfast or not? Den when come to me, he jus push my head," Oi, wan to go have breakfast?"

I dunno, and this is jus de recent 1, dere are alot more previously when my sister and I do quarrel, he always seems to side her no matter how absurb she is. And he never blamed or scold her for de mess she made to the house.

I would have tot wad happened to my grandfather would make all of us, more aware of each other's presence and not take things for granted, but I was wrong. I merely jus took over my grandfather's place in de house, forgotten and unheard. De only one hu listens to me and gif me attention now is Vodka.Mus I resort to wad my grandfather did be4 I can get some attention? Mus 1 dies be4 they can be noticed, heard and remembered? DO others only feel remorseful or regrets only after some1 die? Wad is the use of these regrets and remorse when the person is no longer around? I'm alrdy trying to change ever since my grandfather's incident, but wad abt the others? Maybe 1 is not enuff, Maybe need 2 to be sufficient....

I am in need of love... I love attention too, but does anybody notice dat? Ha, I doubt.

Signing off,
-Shawn-

Friday, October 19, 2007

Injuries of Fury

Ouch, my whole body is full of injuries...

Ytd brought Vodka to be microchipped and vaccinated, prolly he hurts from the microchipping.. den he will whine suddenly or bark or worst struggle... den at nite I stroking him halfway (away from the spot of microchipping) he suddenly bark and started struggling, leaving a bad cut at my leg... ouch...

Then today, Felix Bear the farking noisy grumpy ungrateful cat, helping him change bandage to recover, den everytime make so much noise until Dr Nat pek cek and become very bad mood. Den today I restraining him, out of a sudden he turned his head and bit me hard in de hand.... yes can see his bite mark.. den Linda see le say, aiya nvm, not deep will heal in a few days -.-

Den at home I so tired I lie on de floor, suddenly Vodka go pounce on my face and bit my lips... bleeding.. Ya of course I scolded him haha.. Cos when I toilet training him he keep dun listen still anyhow here and dere.. den now he still bite me... Bad Vodka! BAD BAD VODKA! >=(

Den I bought this super cute watermelon 'Hideout' for him, he like dun really use it much ... Bad bAd Bad Vodka!! SO So tired... so lazy to do major project.. After going thru clinical records, I find out I dun have enuff and substantial data for my project due to poor record keeping .. haiz.. I am so dead now...Pic of the day: Vodka Melon!!

Signing off with a Solemn Heart and a feeling of Failure...
-Shawn-

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Vodka~

Hey.. sorry for MIA-ing so long.. jus finished my grandfather's funeral... ya I m fine frens, dun worry =) And Sorry to those whom my sis msg on MSN.. I m fine.. she overreacted dats y haha..

Anyways, de death of my grandfather, make me very remorseful and sad dat I only realise how bad a grandson I m only after he passed away... I wasted my chance to show him I care when he's alive and now he's dead I cun do anything... I really hate myself for being so short tempered dat I argued and fell out w him. I m NOT proud of it... and I will change my temper... DUn wan similar regrets to happen becos of my temper again.. Sorry Ah Gong, May U find peace in wherever U r now...

Well... Now.. I wan introduce a new member of my family =) Vodka~~
Cute huh? Doesn't bark or whine much, slightly playful and naughty, and a greedy piggy like me!! HAHAH!!Look at that ears!! ! up 1 down!! SO cute~ haha


For those hu dunno, he is a Jack Russell cross Corgi,2 + mths old, Borned 27th July~ de one I mentioned I wan in de previous post, heng heng de owner of dat previous post corgi cross jrt had a litter of unwanted puppies from dat dog, so she finding ppl to give to~ and I got 1 haha~
He likes sleeping under chairs,tables..... dark places haha... No problem w dat since I cleaned those places earlier in de afternoon =) But den.. I cun toilet train him leh.. he keep urinate other places but de newspaper... if like dat I have to keep him in de small playpen when at nite.. and cun slp in my room ='( but den.. at least he isn't whiny abt it.. so scared he whines/barks and irritate my 3rd uncle and father... but heng he is such a GOOD boy =D Vodka I love u~ Oh did I mention he likes to atk ppl faces? Atking as in lick and like erm try to scrape using his teeth? haha.. And I oso tried to cut his LOOOOONG nails.. but when I jus cut 1 of it, he starts barking.. didn't wan to wake my uncle up so I stopped.. it din even cut his vein and he so whiney... -_-

Ok Signing off to slp.. was so tired during de days of de funeral.. thnx for those hu came =) it meant alot to me and thnx sam for looking after Vodka while I was preparing my grandfather's stuffs...

Signing off,

-Shawn-

Thursday, October 11, 2007

The Thinker.. or the Stinker??

Did quite alot of thinking during work today.. cos no much thigns to do... and I wasn't able to do my MP cos I need an acct and they did not give me 1, and none of them are 'brave' enuff to lend me theirs, as in log in for me and I use. SO.. I did quite alot of thinking.. not on my MP sadly, but mostly on HOW TO KEEP A DOG!!! HAHAH...

30% thinking of my MP, 70% thinking of how to sneak a dog home and be able to keep it.

1) I get a puppy, hopefully a Corgi and JRT cross, saw 1 in de clinic jus now DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Corgi cute face and a JRT sexy muscular body WOOT!!

2) Then I sneak it home and tell my father I GOT IT AN DITS TOO LATE!!! SHld be able to succeed since I am much older now.. and hey! I be maintaining it W my own money!! He shld have no complains!

3) The space problem, well I think I buy a large cage, den when I am not at home, I leave him in de cage in my room, door closed. Like dis my grandfather cun dee siao it. Den at nite, I bring de cage to my kitchen and let him roam abt in my room, door closed. And be4 dat, I bring him down for a walk =) so yup it shld be ok rite... Now de major problem.. A puppy has to be fed AT LEAST 3 times a day... Hmm....

4) Hopefully he will be toilet trained, dne I wouldn't be afraid of letting him out of de cage too even when I am not at home. Oh lets not 4get, mus help him to be grandfather-proof too, I dun wan him to be a target of abuse by my grnadfather. And den I oso can let him sleep w me if he is toilet trained ^^

5) All this would had succeed if I wasn't such a scardy/soft spot. I jus dun dare to go ahead w/o my father's permission... or at least inform him abt it. I MUST LEARN TO BE DEFIANT!!!

Now to hope de clinic will receive such notice of ppl selling this type of cross's puppies or JRT puppies =) or best giving them haha!!! But then... I heard mus license and microchip, license is 14 per yr for sterilised and 70 per yr for non... exp sia.. den microchip is like abt 85 liao.. erps!!
Den maintenance i think will not be dat exp, as it is like paid by installments, snowball up den will exp, weekly/monthly wun be exp ... its like taking care of children or urself wad...

K dats de thinking I had been doing today... and I conclude... I WAN KEEP DOGS!!

I think later I go ask my father, if I am able to keep a dog, I will be paying 4 de maintenance and as for de space problem, I got it covered.. I helped Gerald look after his rabbit for 3 days wad, no problems w de space.. and in fact my house got cleaner on the 3 days lo.. dtas de adv of me having a dog =) LOLX!!

Signing off,

-Shawn-

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Soul Searching...Under 'Lost n Found'

Sometimes I jus feel, people are funny. Y mus things be lost be4 We noe how to cherish? Y mus lies be told be4 truth comes? Y mus ending comes be4 dere is a beginning? And of course, Y mus dere be complains 1st be4 u stop de problems?

Anyways dis is in reference to my SIP matter. Dr Chooi came ytd, its all solved.. I think. I hope. And of course more ppl come n tell me, nxt time got problem tell them and of course, dat they are all approachable even tho they might seem otherwise. ANyways starting afresh, today was fun =D I am beginning to enjoy my SIP!!! Maybe cos problems are solved.. well cept for my MP dat needs de synopsis to be handed in on Fri. Deciding to jus come out w a synopsis even be4 I can be sure if I cna get de results.. becos.. I seriosuly no time and no materials to go search for de results now. Its liek my starting para, even when we come out w a title(de beginning) we have to make sure we have de ending. Its like.. hmm we mus noe how to die be4 we noe how to live? Ok.. sounds very emo.. NO I M NOT EMO!!! Its jus a fact lo...

And I also have to be wary of my postings, pics or wadeva, becos it has been BANNED to do so.. and some1 got sacked/fired and retained for doing so...so pardon me if dere are less pics hur? haha.. Zeus is jus So so so so sos so sossosososososososoosoooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!! OMG!!! HE finally begun to warm up to me!! As in, he now Soooooooooooooooooooooooo Happy to see me lo!! But too bad He is going home tml sobs sobs.. nah... I shld be happy for him ='(

Signing off w chains of pearly tears rolling down my cheeks (SOund so english Compo rite? haha ) and oh yea, Woots I won a total of $12++ from MJ w Sam Jess and Swee on sat!! I mean Sat night... emr sun morning... ah sshucks!!

-Shawn-

Friday, October 5, 2007

Another vid

Today Dr Nat praised me =D haha.. den well today John been his irritable self. And.. omg.. Dr Chooi wan visit my clinic nxt Mon?? Oh my..

Den today suay suay, I carry a 12 yo poodle to de 1st branch, too concentratingon de poodle, den never see de van de back nvr close, still opened, den walk and langah into dat door, u noe erm like car boot de way it opens? ya, so I only can see de front at de corner of my eye, but not the top, so dere, langah. Never swell up enormously, but got a little cut and a small swelling.

anyways here's de vid..


-Shawn-