Stain my Soul, Tattoo my Heart.

Currently addicted to a song, Tattoo by Jordin Sparks. Nice song, Emo Song, I like! haha... ok fine, Emo Boy I am. I love U once, I needed protection, U still a part of everything I do, U in my heart, just like a Tattoo.... so nice....

Anyways, these few days damn sucky. Dont know why I am such a Goon. Oversleeping past my stops very frequently these few days... always end up in Simei, Tamp... Den just ytd I slept to Tamp and wat the heck, I jus do some Xmas SHopping for my Colleagues.. ended up buying wrapping paper instead.. haha... Oh also met Ivan, wah liew he Damn tanned now.. so jealous.. I am becoming a fair white boy T_T sobssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...

Ytd, also did sth I nvr was prepared to do.. I CUT THE BALLS OF A CAT!!! Scientifically, I castrated a cat. SO damn nervous... Tho john was at the side teaching me wat to do, but I jus so damn nervous haha.. Loos so easy and fast when the other technician does it.. when I do it... so slooooooooooooooooooooooooowwww and shaky haha... Dont think anything went wrong.... or else the owner would had called to complain liao ahha.... omg...then john say, try book more cat castrations on Tues, or times where Dr Blum or Dr Megumi works.. so I will do the castrations... gosh!!

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks on Sun nite w my two other Angels haha.. They call us Charlie's Angels at TAC. I AM CAMERON!! =x ANyways back to the topic.. the show was cute.. but the sequence is bad, keeps jumping and before u know it, it ended. Like the part where alvin was singing Dont Cha while bathing haha... Cos now I listening to Dont Cha.. reminded me how he sang it w his squeaky pitch, which ended w a cute little scream.

Ya gonna mug sth out today or tmr, Hopefully is my SIP written report.. and tmr hopefully can amend my project report, but Hey!! DONT BE SHY TO ASK ME OUT!!! PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS haha... do I sound very despo here? WELL I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~~~

Dont Wanna Grow Up, I wanna GET OUT!!! TAKE, TAKE ME AWAY ~~~~ I wanna Shout Out~~~ TAKE ME AWAY AWAY AWAYYYYY~

I need a Life. A Life I had been Deprived off for a long time.
-Shawn-

Beneath the Stars,Under the Moonlight..

Its always the cold, dark times where ppl starts to think and ponder on words or thoughts or watever the shit that happens.....

Ya abt just, I pondered alot, abt my SIP/MP I m farking left w like 1 mth to do
1) SIP written report
2) Mp Project report
3)Mp logbook
4)MP poster presentation

1 week do 1? Ya like real.. like can finish.. wat have I been doing for the past 3 mths??? Well, 1stly, slacking, 2ndly hankering for sth thats isnt possible... ya fine Emo, watever u call it.

Oh and did I mention the SIP written report needs a brief intro of the company and dere is no farking source in the net that talks abt my company other den the location?? Yup I am doomed.


2nd thing I pondered, my dog got the runs. Jus returned from the vets. Found lots of bacteria and flagelettes(dont know the spelling) in his stools. Headache, money's depleting and alrdy so busy and now this. DAMN, all the bad things can fall on me on 1 week.

3rd thing, This Sunday is the Christmas party of my clinic and I havent got the pressy or the money. Yup, the rest U can tell.

4th thing that kicks all the Emo in.
Dont u find the 2 hardest thing to do is to Remember and to Forget when U want to?
Try remembering all the thigns u studied for a test or a qns. Nth much seems to come up to ur mind or head or ass, whichevers thats bigger up there.
Or try Forgetting a quarrel a painful relationship or even a thing U just wish to forget. Everything just keep staying in there and popping up randomly. Those bad memories, those grudges, those debts or even the bad looks of some1, its etched further in then the pretty girl or cute guy u see a few mins ago.

I am so Sick of Life. Of Everything. Of Anything.

-Shawn-

Wishy Washy

Bathe Vodka again today, better den last time. At least he doesnt run away this time.. maybe cos I used warm water =D But this wimp still afraid of de hair dryer.. haha.... Blah....

Went Vivo with Eddee and Gary... shopped and ended in Pet Safari.... haha... Saw a Shiba Inu, DAMN CUTE!! LIKE A FOX!! If I get another dog, it will be a Female Shiba Inu and I will name her, Vixen/Vixie aka Hu Li Jing. Den imagine my GF ask, U keeping a hu li jing at home rite!?!?! ANd Imagine I say Yes, she is very pretty haha =) Or can say, ya she is prolly slping on my bed now. HAHA!!!

Sorry ah no take pic of the Shiba Inu...

Ok la signing off... Oh did I 4get to mention I went ZoukOut w Eddee and Gary on Sat nite? :) Haha.... And Gary's mother make very delicious Fried Carrot Cake!! Yum =p

-Shawn-

Good or Bad? U decide.

Its hard to judge my day today. A mix of good and bad.
Here goes.

Ok, Today sux, because I have to work at clementi side and I had the atmosphere there... got this very very stressed feeling 1, a gan jiong feeling.. maybe cause the head nurse there... Den in the evening be4 I left, de pirated DVD man came =D Bought 5 disc for $30, till exp I noe.. but... cheaper den originals. Then bad thing is alot of showsI wan watch dun have, Stardust, Enchanted, Saw 4, Beowulf... so I bought some other 5 including Game Plan =D At 1st only had 4 and was choosign de last 1... den de stupid DVD guy keep pushing me to buy 1 RA 1... I guai Kia =D nvr buy haha lolx...

Den very suay, todya While cleaning cage, the cage tore a bit of my NEW PANTS!!! ARGH ONLY WORE FOR 2 DAYS!! DAMN DULAN..... Grgh....

Den today played with this damn cute toy poodle, 4 mths old nia.. so cute!!! GOSH!! AND HE LIKES ME~~~ HAHAHA~~~ took some pics, but haven load to com... too lazy liao lolx...

Den today time was really creeping very slowly by.... its like having 48 hrs today... so slllllllllllllooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwww... cun wiat for work to finish!! Den went for dental, now teeth whiter... but tml mus go back down to pay them cos they dont accept nets -.- And it was near closing time when I finished... and partly becos of them started late for me. My appt was at 7.45 and they only attended to me at 8.15... so by the time I finished it was 8.30, their closing time le... so yup...

Den Vodka so cute, he will keep his urine until he is out of the playpen den will urine at the spot he is supposed to... haha so cute!! tho when overnite he will still run to my sis's room to urine.. dunno y... hahaha.. no matter how much beating and scolding oso doesn't help...

Ok Signing off, feeling very happy abt something =D

Cheerful mood~
Somethin has come over me
And i think i know what it is
i think i’m in love
boy i think that i’m in love with you
i’ve been doin silly things when it comes to you
in love, boy i think that i’m in love with you
i’ve been tellin all my friends what i feel for you

~I think I'm in Love, Jessica Simpson~

-Shawn-

I MISS U GUYS!!

Jus came back from a farewell party to Gifford. It has been a long time since I saw my WP mates, all of them growing so big huh, machoo kind of big. Or isit I shrinking? haha... Anyways they still as crappy as ever and some1 I feel so outcast-ed... maybe de separation.. too long... and de reunion too little and I scared I dun even noe how to play WP anymore.. haiz...

Its really great to end de day w laughter after a whole day of stress and fustrations. So stressed by SIP today, som emore vet in bad mood, everybody is target practise dummies.. she jus fires her rifle at everyone... and anything.. so scary.. den I seem to have endured alot of shots... and I wasn't the enemy...

Anyways enuff of the unhappiness, and back to the FUN!!

De nite was very crappy, de team gave Gifford a pack of strawberry condom and a leather trunk as a farewell gift... And there lots of stupid stuff done, like everybody add sth to a cup and Gifford mus drink it, but in de end de who9le team took a sip, and some1 added phlegm into it.. Hu's de culprit ah? Ahem* =p haha... P.S. Its really NOT me. I added garlic.

Well some cam whoring here and dere, and finally off to send Gifford off. Not really see him off, but to de venue he is supposed to meet his other classmates. lecturers and course manager.

Took a train home and some irritating Auntie, keep shushing us. ok I admit we r kinda noisy, butshe doesn't have to be so annoying rite? So I shoot her back saying she is noisier w de shushing here and dere and de comments she made. Like erm, Airport cannot make noise, an we re at expo station, and wad we very noisy and disturbing other ppl.... and grumbling lots of things.. anyways even when I alone walking she oso wan to nag here and dere. I suay suay exit at smae place w here and she was saying wad mus be I find them too noisy dats y nvr go w them and dis and dat or she say I am de noisy 1 dats Y they leave me? Wadeva. DUn bother. Haha

Ok signing off,

Shawn

Aloha Vodka!!!

Paiseh for not updating for a very long long time... Today I brought Vodka for his 1st booster vaccination and Dr Blum say no need anymore le, can go for yearly boost liao, because his mother is already vaccinated and he had been staying with his mother for a month so he should had some of the antibodies liao haha..

Anyway, he is such a good good good boy la!!! He noes where to pee and poo liao =D den he doesn't like come to disturb me while I am eating.. or my sister.. we jus "Eh, Beat ah" den raise hand up, he stop liao... SO GUAI!!! Den he seldom bark, jus abit playful tho... and he dunno hwo jump up chair/bed =( and dun dare jump down haha.... He is such a good good boy for his age, he is 15 weeks now.. and weighs 5.08 kg!!! OMG...

ANyways, he is such a darling that he is the star at The Animal Clinic today haha.. both Sunset and Clementi branch!! The vets all adores him even Dr Nat!!! LOLX... He have such big pointy ears that some1 joked that he is crossed with a rabbit? LOLX...

Oh and I bought him a new shirt for $13=) let me show u some cute little pics of him in it haha...

Isn't he adorable!!! >_<>

Signing off with lots of adoration

-Shawn-

=D

Smiles~ These few days my attachment more fun le~ haha... Cos now I am really having more fun, no more stress for SIP. Ok maybe very minimal.. haha.. but ya better now!!

So far I did quite a number of intravenous/blood collection, and I hit the vein liao!! WOOTS!! SO happy and proud of myself!!! Den now a days, Vodka very seldom anyhow pee le, at least in front of me he like dun dare pee lo.. hope he not getting de wrong msg across leh... not that I dun let him pee, I wan him pee at the right places.. or else I nto at home he anyhow pee, no difference lo...

Den he very notti lolx.. he got his own doggy cushion he dun use, den when I put my pillow on de floor, I haven even lie on it.. guess hu snatch away liao!! YES VODKA DID!!! HAHAH... Notti sia... but so cute~=D

Hmm seems like I am very happy rite? Nah.. not quite.. My MP is giving me headaches.. now have to do the proposal.. I dun even have a cclear thing I wan to do in mind.. how to write proposal... means I am gonna anyhow pia sth out le... well nto tonite at least.. haha =x

Ok signing off, oh ya be4 I 4got, shiyong clinic dere got one notice for adoption for a 4 yr old silk terrier, paper trained, microchipped male.. I 4got if its sterilised. Highly probable it is. The owner is giving him up becos they are unable to take care, not health problems (at least thats wad they said). ANyways, I am in no position to leave their contact number here, msn me or sms me if u're interested. Especially to u, Joel, dun say I nvr help u keep a lookout ah.. haha but U keep not on9 msn nowadays liao...cannot tell u haha..

Ok signing off,
-Shawn-