An Imperfect Angel...

Woo yea~ countdown countdown!! 2 more days to Mariah Carey's new album!! Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel!! Cant wait sia!!haha... Hmm deres also dis song by taylor swift and boys like girls, "Two is better than one" Cant seem to find it for dl sia.. hmm anyone have can send me? xD hahah

Anyways been a long time since I llast blogged, I know. Its just I have these emotions all welled up, all the happiness fustrations, anger, ya da ya da, all together, and it seems so hard for me to put them in words. morever to spell it out on a blog where everyone can see.. some things are jus personal and pvt to be posted out... mostly these few days are emo-ness and anger. Very little happpiness... not that dont have...

Met some great frens haha, Clubber Buddies!! =D Its time to bring the Parties back on!!! Woo hoo!!!! Speaking of clubbing... I saw B recently at a club.. Apparently B is sorta still avoiding me.. I think, i asked B out, but B said isn't free... well benefit of doubt, but even if its jus a lie, wat can I do?

Oso saw my.. hmmm wat u call that? My "mental barrier" who always seems to be better den me, and one whom I wish to compare to but jus cant reach. Ok its complicated. Yea I have a low self esteem tho as much as possible i try not to think I have... hahah I know I am not speaking logically now.. whenever I have lots of emotion bottled, a sudden outpour usually made me not able to think properly haha...

ANyways, tmr, will be my 4TH DRIVING TEST, hopefully my last, cos I hope I will FINALLY PASS.zZZZZZZzzzz...

Hmm I realised my blog needs a revamp soon xD Currently thinking of a new concept. Well they say, to have a new start, u need to start new. Prolly, to make my life, hopefully, more interesting and less emo.. i shall chnage a new concept, which is less emo or not emo.. haha... this means colour, picture will need a makeover =D but all this is still in planning phase =x

Till nxt time~

Oh yea, I jus thought of a mroe original nick, better den Seraphi, More original, hopefully a new nick oso a new start. How does Sephios sound? =D nice rite?? Original!! Not liek Seraphi, well this nick was from my Fav Angel digimon Seraphimon take away de mon.

SO now Sephios, more original, cut and paste from diff names, and i dont think its taken by ppl tho.... I jus like Having a nick dat starts w an 'S' haha....

-ShawnZ aka Sephios-