Sunday, February 22, 2009

Chong Taipei dao Beijing~

Yo!! Currently blogging in taiwan... waiting for my 3 days r and r, which is like tmr... going kaohsiung then taipei last day, SHOPPING SPREE!!!

Wish to try the hot spring but nobody else wans to go sobs...... wish to buy some shoes, and prolly if possible the guidebook for one of the game i hvae been dying to get...my fav game... tth2 =p haha.. den i shall replay once i get back to SG...

Seen alot of doggies runnign abt which made me miss my own dog at home even even EVEN more.. >.< him ="p">

Ok shall not talk much, my time for internet usage is running out, blog again when i come back from taiwan, hopefully w lots of photos and gifts xD

Ta da

Indulgence in the Beauty of the Eclipse in Taiwan
-ShawnZ-

Thursday, February 5, 2009

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Went for my first ever Mambo experience at ZOuk ytd, it was AWESOME!! Woots!! My fav songs, Summer rain and Together Forever haha..

Didnt drink alot ytd, jus 1 glass of my fav vodka ribena (which isnt really that good, vodka taste too little), 2 jegabombs and 1 awesome long island tea! I shld had gotten the long island tea instead of the vodka ribena -_- Wasnt high ytd... but then the atmosphere is enough to start the adrenaline pumping!! woots!! It isnt jus a Sausage fest!! Thankfully there is a grp of girls, I think Gab's frens and we were dancing with them. Jiajun is such an ass, he go tell the girls I m gay, Idiot sia.. >=( and the girls came and asked me if I really was. WTF LA JIAJUN!!

As usual, Shahrez was super super high... and we left abt 4am++ right after the last song, Mambo No.5~

Saw some1 there ytd.. some1 whom is able to relive the good and bad memories.. Oh well, it had always been a stupid wishful thinking of my part in the 1st place... and wonder if its this thats brings me to my 2nd part of the post..

For no apparent reason, all of a sudden today, suddenly feeling super super emo, could it be that I m leaving for taiwan? Not that its not possible, or could it be just whom I saw ytd? haiz..
Tried calling my fren to talk, de one whom I had broke contact with ever since I come ocs, a very good friend I thought.. but to no avail... still couldnt get hold of her to een talk for 10 secs... wat else is new.. Super super super emo...

Call me a sucker if u must, who doesnt want to be wished a smooth journey, or even jus a 'take care' wld suffice. But no, for the whole day I got only 2. And even as I m blogging now, I m alone at home, sis dont knwo go where, father go out. Does anybody ever care, Do anybody even care?
Its hurting inside, the pain is undescribable.. ya I m an attention seeker, So what? Haiz..... it mus be nice to always be under the Spotlight, showered by Attention.. blah blah blah (irrevelant ramblings again)

I want a, need a super good friend, a BFF, one who always be there when I need him/her, 1 whom I can share alot of thigns with, one whom i can really feel good to share all the secrets with, one whom I can always go clubbing with, one whom will nvr crosses the line of R/S and always jus be and stay as the bestest of best friends, a "Bitch Friend" some may call, yes, I need one. Haiz.... Nobody wants to be Lonely

Still Searching... where is he/she located~ Actually much prefer a 'she' then a 'he' tho haha.. a 'she' is more open, and for events that requires a partner... 'she' can coem to my aid haha =p or even better.. its a grp of 'hes' , 'shes' and 'hes/shes' . The more BFFs the merrier!!

But.. where r they, where can they be found?? =( haiz..

See, I told u I was super Emo today... ='(

Just Leave me to Die, under the Beautiful Eclipse, Bury me under the darkness where only the Moonlight basked, where Silence is the only thing that can be heard.
-ShawnZ-