Its a Scare, its a Nightmare!!

Wah almost had to serve RCP due to some sort of losing a equipment. In the first place I didnt really lose it as its someone accidentally took mine by mistake. Was so frantic to learn that it was missing, especially for this week. Its my finally long awaited LONG WEEKEND!! IMAGINE STAYING BACK ON A LONG WEEKEND!! I WILL CRY!! During the whole time I wish it was jus a dream where I can close my eyes and open again to realise its jus all a nightmare. Thankfully it is found... Now I get to book out!! I suppose... we shall see, 2 and a half more days to go =D~ I wanna Book Out~ I wanna book out~~

Hmmm... Sat, Sun, Mon and Tues half day~~ =D Woots wooooooooooooooots~ I wanna have fun and party~ My plt had plans to go double O on sat... hmmm... Tempting to go sia, oh shucks I shall go if they really going, Hadn't touch alcohol for god knows how long sia... Now for sun and mon hmm...

Wan to spend more time w Vodka, my dog, not the alcohol, ever since coem in OCS, I miss him so much!! Every book out I look foward to seeing him running towards me and jumping up and down on his 2 hind legs trying to lick my face de moment I reach home =D So damn CUTE!! OMG, I m turning to a freak!! Others look foward to seeing their GFs and I m looking foward to seeing my dog?!?!? Haha...

Few more weeks and we'll be thru with Service Term... SISPEC crossovers coming in this sat.. hmm...

Thats all for now, till de nxt =D

Indulgence in the Midnight Eclipse,
-ShawnZ-

Tough time dont last, they just stay forever.

Feeling very down and depressed lately... So many Wrong turns, so many bad lucks, that I can hardly see any bright side all around.

My comp jus crashed, and I do mean Crashed. The hard disk is beyond reformat or repair. Now my songs, pictures, datas, documents, all wipe out... Its like part of my life being wipe out. My memories.... the happy times... =( Sorrow sorrow sorrow....

Currently in camp, waiting for tml 2 days 1 night field camp.. haiz.... cant wait to go home, cant bear to leave home... I really miss Vodka...although I jus saw him like 3 hours ago? Haizzzzzzzzzz...

Feeling so down , so down, Getting low, low low low low....I really need something to perk my spirits up manz.... Shitz........ haiz....

-ShawnZ-

Busy BZ Bee Zeeeeeeeeeeeeee

So busy this bookout, have to have my hair cut =( , prepare the mission essential stuffs for my 10 days field camp in BACK in Tekong, study on some things which will be done in the 10 days... arghh wth.. busy busy busy....

A hectic life, a busy schedule.... and none for enjoyment. Haiz.... I m so scared of the field camp sia.. dont know why =( somehow i got a really really bad feeling abt it ... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna scream it out loud, scream off the fear, i wan party, i wan shop, I wanna.. i wanna... i wanna.... so many wants, so little money, and times a wasting. Hope the 10 days can pass by smooothly and fast... and possibly fun. Ha! Fat hope. Bleahx.

-ShawnZ-