Songs of Emotions

I believe everyone has songs dat will stir some feelings within ur Fist-sized hearts. Some might have 1 song that will make u think of 1 person, or multiple songs dat makes u think of multiple people, or multiple songs for 1 person. SOme even might have songs that make u sad, make u happy even without any other stimulants cept for the songs.

For me, 'First Love' - Utada Hikaru, always make me feel heartbroken and emo.. as if i really did tasted the bitterness of my first love. 'how to save a life' by the fray, usually not impacted by this song, but after watching an episode of scrubs on how this doc tried to save his patient but ended up killing all 3... this song really filled my heart w tears.. de disappointment, de taste of failure.. almost de same thing i get when i saw my mp results... Taylor Swift, Invisble, reminds me of how I am trying so hard to fit in like a wrong piece of puzzle in a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle pack.

'Save me', Corrine may reminded me of a particular person I let down, as that person sent me this song. ' With you', Chris Brown reminds me of another person, whom I miss so much.. it was the song u sang when we were at Starbucks, and also when we were sipping our Chocolate Martinis at another place...'Sorry', by Buckcherry, brings on the same effect, cos I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry abt all the things I say to u, and I know I cant take it back... Colbie Caillat's Bubbly, reminds me of another person who brought abt the dark clouds in me, becos that person introduced this song to me.

P.S. Dont bother asking details of whoever those people are, I want to have my own secrets too ;) If I want to say I'll say.. so yup dats dat.

Enough with the emo, heart wrenching songs, time to bring on the Party songs!! Songs that made me want to dance.. Ashley Tisdale 'He said, She said', Kelly Rowland's ' Work', Paula De Anda 'Easy' and sometimes PCD ' Buttons'. Of cos there's more to list as I cant think of much more now haha....Feel The Groove, Bust the Moves!! =D

And den dere's songs that make me want to laugh, sad, contented at the same time, 'Milkshake' - Kelis, Baby Got Back by Sir Mix a lot, and of course Rihanna's Umbrella. These songs reminds me of my groupies whom I crapped around so much with haha.. thats y it tickles my ribs but then again, now that we moved w our lives.. prolly wld not see and crap w each other as much.. thus brings abt de sadness.

Everyone has their own versions of Happy, Sad, Emo, Dancing songs... Have u Realised urs?

-Shawn-
Love song, Sara Bareilles, Enjoy =)

a mistake from de start

Sorry for not blogging all these while haha... been gaming lolx.... and on thurs jus came back from a chalet w my frens haha...

No pics to account for tho, cos WE ARE ALL CAMERA SHY!! =x haha... 1st day sux, becos I lost near $30 on mahjong.. BLEAGXXX...... sucks. 2nd day, we went arcade and played de basketball game and Me and Swee broke the record of all the machines dere!! scored 369!!! Den me and pinky scored 328 on another machine but we didnt break the record =( becos de machine's previousy score was 349 blah..but if we had played on de '245 machine'... hmm diff story =p

and den its back to de chalet for more mj-ing, dis time i dont dare play lolx and shared money w pinky to play... well we won =D but still not enuff to cover my loss...

As a standard procedure for all chalets.. there is a bbq nite... yup we grilled, crabsticks, hotdog, corn, potatoes, and melted cheese, otah, CHICKEN CURRY and CHICKEN NUGGETS. Our bbq aways have exotic stuffs lolx.. every bbq will have sth new added to it haha... and den its back home de next day... thnkfully de following day is good friday.. another off day for me be4 i start work on sat =(

I just want to be with you.
-Shawn-

Juggling Muggling

Hmm as some of u might know, I am now working part time recept at my SIP place.. ya I complained alot but.. I need de money now T_T and this job gives me the weekends off.. so.. ya Cant complain much ... anyways.. quite stressful cos now i have to work even closer to Dr Nat.. cos I mus help her do lots of thigns as now i am a recept compare to being jus a Nurse or Vet Tech... so ya.. I am threading on thin ice everyday....

Morever I am trying to have a gamer life as well.. been playign Cabal by Asiasoft, I am a Force Blader!! One who wields a katana and the power of magic =D My fav type!!! Lolx... and of course they are quite speedy in actions but lose out to Bladers... so ya... I love fast fast fast!! I am very impatient 1 lolx...

Trying to have a 3rd outgoing life.. but so sorry.. I really not in the mood to party so much.. and besides.. no one asking me out.. so I have been going out w my colleagues.... or aka sisters haha...

Its tiring to try juggle, but... I WANT A LIFE!!! I NEED A LIFE!!! Oh well.... My life has ended ever since those things striked me... some of u might know wat, some of u might not... oh well... its nth worth knowing anyways... haha...

Sorry for this wordy lengthy posts... cos I might not be able to even juggle a blogging life for quite a while... ahha...

Till the nxt post,
-Shawn-

Unbreak my Heart.

"Its better to have loved and lost den to never loved at all. "

Such a true statement... A quote from the show leap years. Its sad, yea, but still its true.

Love, is an essential vitamin to stay alive, no overdosage will occur
side effects? Yes plenty. Its like an addiction, once stopped u wan more and more
w/o knowing u're hooked for life. U thought u got over de addiction sometimes, but deep down
U craved, U schemed, U begged. Jus to have even de tiniest bit of it.
But when u got that tiny bit, u wan more. Its like 'Pepsi' Asking for more, but de difference is u cant jus get it from any convenience store or from anyone for dat matter. U only wan dat 'Some1' to give it to u.

However, jus like antibiotics, u get resistant to it. U become ambitious and tired of de same 1. Or prolly u jus wan another type. So 1 initiates de break of supplies while de other stay hurt.
Its more painful den having a knife pierced thru ur back and realising its ur best fren. No, it hurts more den dat. U try to cry, but u cant. U try to stop ur tears, but it flows continuously; dat u have to lie to others dat de reason u're crying is becos of that sad drama u jus watched hours ago.

Jus when u thought it was over, but its not. U thought u finally found some1 to give u those vitamins. But u're wrong. It wasnt for u. Cos the other party isnt rdy to supply it. Its jus, a little teaser, but u fell for it. Too deep, in fact. U thought it was a blooming and a start of a beautiful seed but it turns out otherwise.

Now u're stranded again, still hoping dats de one. Still believing lies u deceived urself with. Believing that it will happen. Jus like Mariah Carey's "When You Believe".

So shld I still believe?

-Shawn-
Unbreak my Heart, Toni Braxton

Leaping Years

On this leap year, 29th Feb, I went to watch The Leap Years, starring Wong Li Lin and the lead actor of 'Shutter'. Dont rem how to spell his name tho.. sorry.

The show is very touching, tho sometimes its abit draggy and jumps abt de place, but ya, its very sweet. Shed a few tears along the way, but not because the show sux.

But its damn sad la, if I have to wait 4 yrs to see de person I love. Like I mean, every 4 yrs den u get to see de person... imagine 12 yrs see 3 times??? Omg.. can faint sia.. dont know if I have dat much patience, somemroe in between each 4 yrs totally no contact at all...

Anyways, I learnt sth from de show, Saint Bridget made 29th Feb a day where woman are allowed to ask any man they wan for a date and dat man cannot reject or he has to pay a fine. SO yea, WOMEN, GIRLS!! GO GET WILD AND HUNT UR PREY DOWN!!! =x oops... I wonder.. does it applies to Gays and Trans too.. since its asking for date from men... haha... Oh well, dere goes 2008's 29 Feb, How did u celebrate urs? =)

-Shawn-